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Dear Future Evin,
No, you will not be fine. Do not skip taking those pills, not even once. You know you shouldn't, you know without them everything hurts and everything feels like your fault. You know when you don't take them you make decisions from a place of fear and self-loathing and you know those decisions invariably turn out for the worst, because they're based on false precepts such as "everybody hates me" or "they don't need me and wouldn't notice if I were gone" or "I'm inherently bad and poison everything I come near." So stop. Do not "forget," do not flush those pills down the toilet, I 100% promise you will regret it within 72 hours.
Love,
Present Evin (and a variety of Past Evins)