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Myeh...
Not allowed to give old friends back in VA new NY number... :'/ suppose I must move on...it's all good...I got my other account back and it's perfect, nothing changed from the hacking, but, I haven't been able to sleep well for the past few nights. It's happening again tonight and I'm really sad cry my vision is messed up from not enough rest right now, my hair is messy, and I also haven't eaten as much lately...too lazy and weak to make a meal, so, I'll grab a poptart and that'll be it for like 7-8 hours. I still drink plenty of green tea diluted with filtered water, though. My cat is my only friend irl right now xD Otherwise, I'm pretty much left alone with my thoughts. Mom is always rollin' cigarettes and smoking them up and doin' it over again, Dad is sleeping during the day because of his stupid night shift, Ed is still annoying as ever and working a teen's job, and Drew is trying to move back up here, himself! Feel like an only child...craving love and understanding. I'm taken care of pretty well, but, I'm lacking in the affection/social department, y'know? Gaia provides that wif all muh friends and heart Nak heart ...I hate being on here as much as I am, but it's not exactly like I have a life yet. Or a home. Don't even know the school I'm attending in a month or so...I was like, "Lemme join something-l-like KARATE CLASS!" *o* Asian central heart sweatdrop ah, my obsession again ^//o//^ sorry xD it's 3:33am!! Wooo! xD...heheh...stupid virtual journal...boring the crap outta me. If someone reads this...-twiddles thumbs and moves cursor over the "submit" button...yeah...
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