I dreamt last night. The meaning I know not..
I walk into the woods. My dress white, clings to my body. I stop in my tracks and bring my hands to my face, gazing at it in wonder. Scratches, dirt and blood smeared and caked.. Im confused. I turn and look around then look back at my hands as false pain spreads through my body. Looking down I notice my once white and beautiful dress torn and dirty. My hair matted to my forhead and clings to the back of my neck as well as my back.. "find the meaning find the meaning.." My mind keeps telling myself. I look around myself again and start crying. My hands lift my gown and I slowly walk. The direction, I don't know. The time of day is absent. Its dark but there is light. I look up and see clouds, or darkness. Im not sure. Then I realize Im missing someone. Turning back and slightly running to where regained consciousness. There is a body of water. I continue towards it curiously and wondering if I could clean myself up a bit. I stand at the edge and see disturbed earth.. Like something or someone had crawled out. I look up and wonder once again.. Where am I? I kneel by the lake and run my hand into it, trying to clean what mess has gotten me. I notice a ring on my finger and then realize that the someone who is missing had a copy of it. I start crying and sit lifeless. All energy drained from my body as I look at the ring still. Then whisper a mans name.. for he fought to save me.. but I could not do anything to save him.
I wake up crying and sit in bed. My fingers twining and lacing each other in hopes of finding the ring..
Always dreaming..
~Star
 ll trouble ll · Fri Jul 12, 2013 @ 08:49am · 1 Comments |
