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Personally, one of the strongest feelings a person could ever experience is pain and sadness. It's unbearable. It's like the pain and sorrow scream out to you to be heard. Only being a 16 year old soon-to-be senior I'm sure I will have to face much more painful feelings. But in this moment I'm completely heartbroken. Considering that I'm a high school teenager, heartbreak is one of the worst feelings EVER (totally overdramatic). If you follow my journals you would've understood I've been dating this boy named Taylor for 14 months, totally in looove. You would've also discovered that we had a rocky past, always drifting back to each other. Well, we broke up a week ago. He brutally dumped me with a phone call, saying he didn't want to be in a serious relationship because he had his whole life to do so. [see da ting is we weren't talking about marriage or anything] From my POV he just wanted to party, flirt and makeout with girls without feeling guilty. Yep, that's the type of guy I fall for -_____- Well I'm sitting here heartbroken as he roams around flirting with all the girls... I seriously don't know where to go from here, it hurts thinking about it and us abruptly ending. ugh, so confused, disoriented, sad, and tearful. too much feelings for me. According to the quotes I've been looking up to make me feel better, some things have to fall apart so others can come together (totally cliche, I know).