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Long time no type ~
Wow I can't believe 2014 is here, the year I graduate from high school! And let me tell you something A LOT has happened in the past 8 months since I've written last. First off, and most importantly, I'm dating someone new. His name is Calen and we've been dating for the past 2 months. It's odd because for basically my whole high school career we've never really been friends or talked a lot. And suddenly this school year we became friends, where it morphed into a romantic relationship. He asked me out on December 11, 2013 heart Thankfully he is not friends with my ex Taylor.
Remember how I said he brutally dumped me on the phone basically to party it up as a single guy, well around August-November we started talking again. It was the kind of talking that people do before they start dating. And honestly I really thought about getting back together with him. I just thought we were meant to be together because for the past 5 years it's always been that way, we always went back to each other like it was the right thing to do. But I went through my Gaia and read through all my journals and realized something very important. Our relationship was so shitty, yes there were amazing happy times, but there was also some of the worst times in my life. And it would've been stupid to get back together with Taylor after the way we ended things. So I decided that I couldn't do that anymore and I'm 100% done with us. We're still friends but not best friends, distance is necessary. Now that I'm with Calen, whom I must say is extremely handsome, smart, muscular , and just plain amazing, I'm extremely happy. And the best part is that it's the healthy kind of happy, the happy I'm supposed to be in a relationship.
I think I finally made the right choice.