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cat_crying Another sad story, been writing a lot of these lately, sorry = Anyway, this is another original short story, just felt the sudden urge to write this cat_4laugh

Have you ever had that feeling, like something bad is about to happen? A feel of dread, so deep in your gut, that every part of you feels violated by it. Like no matter what you do or say you cannot change it, it is the inevitable. That, right now, is how I feel


I walk into the room, with what feels like a thick cloud hanging over my heads. I've felt it all day, like something bad is about to happen. You look over at me, noticing my discomfort.

"What's wrong, love?" You ask, your voice as smooth as honey, I smile back, ignoring, pretending not to feel, the dropping feeling in my gut though I cannot deny its coming.

"Nothing dear" I lie, I don't want to trouble you. I don't want you to know, to feel how I feel. I may not know what it is, or why it will happen, but I know that it is bad, and that it will hurt you so.

It hurts me to lie to you, to pretend like it's no big deal. But inside I know the truth, that there's something worth dreading.

I look over at you, with deep set brown eyes, kindness, and love, seem to ebb right out of them, as you stare back at me. Your hair, it's always smelled like sunshine, and the warmth that I call home. I note these to memory, remembering you always.

I stare at your lips, their a perfect gentle slope, be they rough or soft, light or dark, cold or warm, I will always love them so. It is with those lips that you say-

"I love you"

"I will always love you, you know that right?" I ask aloud, needing him to know. To hear him say that he knows, so that my heart may rest at ease.

He walks over to the bed, and bends down to kiss my head; "Yes I know you do, and I love you too" He has no sense, of significance, just how precious those words that were said.

He lays me down, and turns off the light, pulling the sheet over me. That night I hold him close, always remembering. Never to take love for granted, and and that you will always love... Me.

cat_gonk That's the end you guys, I really hope you liked it. I wish it flowed better, but well it's 3 am right now, so you get what you get. Love you all and goodnight! cat_whee