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Today.. well I have mixed emotions.. I suppose the most dominant one is sorrow. I have several reasons for this. :/ Also I had the strangest dream last night..I want to write it before I forget. I was at school and some of my friends were there. Courtney, Colton, Thomas, Pearl and for some reason Courtney's boyfriend Reed. The dream started with me walking into school and seeing Thomas just standing to the side of the main hallway smiling like an idiot at me. I ignored him and continued to walk though I was creeped out a little. Then I happened upon Courtney and Colton, (I can't remember the conversation we had) I talked to them for a little bit and then Reed shows up and starts making out with and caressing Courtney and Colton and myself felt very awkward. I walked in another direction and for some random reason hugged Pearl whom I just recently told that we couldn't be friends. The bell rang and I then proceeded to walk to class and I see Reed a little ways ahead of me. He looks back but doesn't seem to notice me and takes a quick left in the middle hallway. I thought of the word "bathroom" in my mind, maybe I assumed he had to use it? Anyway as I walked by the hallway I looked and I saw him making out with some dark haired girl wearing darks jeans and a dark green long sleeve shirt. Her back was to me so I couldn't see her face. They were pretty into it and after a moment walked off holding hands. I looked back to see where Courtney was and to my amazement she is on Coltons shoulds yelling "Yeah I'm white and short and proud of it" while she and Colton were fist pumping. I woke up after that both angry, sad, and laughing..