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Well.. it took me a while. But I finished the High School Ouran Host Club series. I also watched another anime series. Both were quite entertaining to me. I feel that by watching the Ouran series, it kind of helped put some issues to rest for me. It proved to me, that I have in fact moved on from having ties with someone I used to call a friend. Anyhow, life is going pretty well even though it's just a little stressful at times. But hey, that's how my life has always been, THIS is how my life has always been. Soon, I'll be successful, and no one will be able come in. Especially "past problems." Life goes on, but my ambitions have not changed. I've finally decided to start writing my own story again, the first attempt accidentally got thrown away by mom razz Oh well, it was just a recounting draft of my past events in chronological order. I can re-write it.

Another thought.. people used to call me annoying. I remember it well, I sacrificed so much for those I cared for, I gave all that I had. But I was treated as a pest so many times. People didn't realize that I was simply trying to be a good friend. I wanted the people I loved to smile and so I compromised myself for people like Marissa, Chelsea, Evangeline, Hoang, Lexi, Ryan, etc.. I compromised myself for them because I felt so sorry for them and it was all thrown back into my face. Well no more, I refuse to do this any longer.

One last thing, this is my final journal on Gaia. I won't be logging on much anymore. It's become near pointless. If any of you read this and need a friend, my cell is 214-554-8201. It'll be the only way to contact me. Farewell all of you.