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I live a life that i do not want
It feels like i have died and gone to hell
Everything has blown up in my face and here i wither away
Focusing on the things that used to matter to me
I'm so cold and hopeless that i can't even forsee
Anything at all that lies in the future
A black hole has sucked me away in the solar vacuum
I must a find a way out of this reality of doom
Before I collapse into a delightful comatose state
Damned and forgotten is my once glory bound fate
I sit beside my beautiful nothing
The nine inch nails puncture my skin
In this eternal darkness i can't win
Stigmata is like a reoccuring guantlet for me
After I undergo years and years of torture i shall be set free
Mental madness comes to take me away
To a place where only i can stay
Soon i will find a way out
....and girl you will join me one day