Your an amazing girl and yet I can see why you ran from me...I just happen to be a little too crazy for your likings, haha well I sit here in ruin...my life has crumbled to nothing. The risks I took didn't pay off...I'm broke and running out of options it seems. I tried too hard to catch you and even my ex Amber. Now, I can't go on any more vacations or any more attempts to make a life in Louisiana. The fact is I never really had a life there and it sucked mine away from here. I was seduced by the culture down there and wanted more than anything to be a part of it. You can no longer help me...It's too late for that. I'm on my own completely now with an image of Morine haunting me forever...