If you wanted to see me cry for you
All my tears are spent
If you wanted to see me die for you
My life has lost all sense
I don't know what to say
That will make you show you love me
Or is it just a lie?
In the end you'll rise above me
Cause I'm not strong at all
My heart is constantly pained
And these plastered on smiles
Have grown increasingly strained
Everyone tells me to let go
"He won't ever take you back
I doubt he ever loved you
You must be smarter than that"
And all the time these words
Have filled my head with doubts
I am trying so hard not to hurt
But I just want to scream and shout
What right have I
To tell you that I love you?
What right have I
To tell you that I need you?
Well, obviously you've gone on fine
Without me with you
Perhaps it is time
For me to date, too...
No, how unthinkable!
I couldn't do that to a person
Dating them while I'm still in love
Would just make my feelings worsen
So, I am doomed to stay alone
Until my heart can heal
But I've lost all will to go on
I shun my every meal
But you just keep on smiling
Take all the time you need
I'll just wait til you're ready
Just sitting here, ready to bleed
I shall wait til I get a definite "yes, forever" or "no, not ever" out of you, but until then, just be happy. You already know my answer will always be "yes" because I love you. Your every flaw, your every quirk, they make you beautiful. To me, you are the most precious person in the world and I only hope to be that for you someday. If not...heh...oh well...
All my tears are spent
If you wanted to see me die for you
My life has lost all sense
I don't know what to say
That will make you show you love me
Or is it just a lie?
In the end you'll rise above me
Cause I'm not strong at all
My heart is constantly pained
And these plastered on smiles
Have grown increasingly strained
Everyone tells me to let go
"He won't ever take you back
I doubt he ever loved you
You must be smarter than that"
And all the time these words
Have filled my head with doubts
I am trying so hard not to hurt
But I just want to scream and shout
What right have I
To tell you that I love you?
What right have I
To tell you that I need you?
Well, obviously you've gone on fine
Without me with you
Perhaps it is time
For me to date, too...
No, how unthinkable!
I couldn't do that to a person
Dating them while I'm still in love
Would just make my feelings worsen
So, I am doomed to stay alone
Until my heart can heal
But I've lost all will to go on
I shun my every meal
But you just keep on smiling
Take all the time you need
I'll just wait til you're ready
Just sitting here, ready to bleed
I shall wait til I get a definite "yes, forever" or "no, not ever" out of you, but until then, just be happy. You already know my answer will always be "yes" because I love you. Your every flaw, your every quirk, they make you beautiful. To me, you are the most precious person in the world and I only hope to be that for you someday. If not...heh...oh well...
