So I went on vacation to get away from all the stress at school and Im not even out of the state when one of my friends text me and say that my ex wants to go out again. After I finally understood, I thought, are you serious? he picks the day Im leaving to ask me out? So then throughout my vacation I went from ecstatic to worried.....I kept thinking, what if Im over him? But once I got back, I realized that I wasnt over him, I still like him and now were doing pretty well. Hes a bit shy, but Im hoping to change that.
PS: I also discovered a boat load of songs by Tokio Hotel that I love, that band is amazing, I can be having serious anger issues (which by the way involves me hitting ppl or items and swearing ALOT) or I can be ready to cry, then I just listen to one song, and its as if my current emotion is gone....unless Im happy, then I become ecstatic.
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