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bleh
oy. well work has actually been pretty good lately. it hasnt been busy or frustrating really. in fact most days have been kind of slow so thats good. but other stuff has been going on and well ive been depressed as of late. now i know ive written a bunch of crap here before and ranted and stuff and well what other purpose for a journal is there then to write about how your feeling but i just cant truly put whats bothering my here. it just seems too impersonal and its not like it would even matter. how can i write whats bothering me on a truly deep lever on here? i just cant. so that sucks. it really would be good to talk about it too but i cant even do that anymore. yeah ive been getting the feeling that people are ignoring me as of late. avoiding talking to me and such. i realize im boring and insecure and all but still. lol hurts. well today sucked because i was supposed to hang out with my friends but i fell asleep and didnt wake up till much later. its getting rarer and rarer to hang out with them because i work so goddamn much and we never have the chance to hang out anymore. i do miss that. but i tend to sleep during the day now and it makes it difficult. stupid internet addiction. and that sucks too. ive been on the internet so much ive started to get bored of it. but ive tried to do what i used to do before, read, play video games and watch anime. all of which i used to love to do but now i find it all so boring. so im screwed basically.
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