"A brand new baby was born yesterday just in time. Papa cried, baby cried, said your tears are like mine." "I heard some words from a friend on the phone, didn't sound so good. The doctor gave him two weeks to live. I'd give him more if I could." If I Could - Jack Johnson.
A good song there. My grandmother died this morning. I'm very.. lonely on the inside. I'm always lonely though, especially at night. But this death has made today much worse. I just want to drown in some pills for the next twelve hours.
I'm not exactly sure how to grieve. I don't cry when people die. When I do its only for a minute and not much. I'm not sure how I cope with these things. They just kind of pass and I accept them I guess. I'm still lonely though.
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