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Ok, well, here are all my poems, and at the very bottom, will be something new I've been writing.

The sweet caress of your metal teeth
Lets me know, what I want to feel
Slicing the armour protecting me
Slowly fading away from the ones I love
I wished to show them
How much I cared for them
But in the end
All I could do.....was die


Under the velvet night
I'll be waiting for you
In our secret spot
Underneath that night sky
I'll wait my entire life
Just for one moment with you


My hand's are shaking
I can't seem to focus
Do I hold my life
Or do I hold yours
My heart starts to ache
Looking down at you
I slowly start to weep
Why did I have to do it
Why couldn't you have done it
Your blood is sinking in
How will I tell them
I won't
This time, I join you


I see things in you
That you don't want to believe
Every time we talk
I try to make you see
The side of you
That I believe you buried deep


I'm your armour
Guarding your back
I'm your sword
Protecting you from them
I'm your shield
Always taking your damage
I hope I can be
Everything you need of me


The key lies in happiness
But you hide in the darkness
I hold out my hand for you
Begging you to come out
Pleading for you to join me
Would you rather die
Then know the taste of love again


The broken mirror hides your face
The razor blade cuts your skin
The friends show their true colours
You find solace in the ecstasy of pain

Now that mirror's gone
That blade rusted away
Your enemies become your friends
I watch you slowly
Sink into that shallow grave


Hand in hand
I'll walk down the road with you
Walking those streets
Savouring every moment we look at each other
Your smile, your eyes
Those will be the things I remember
When I am not with you any longer


Feeling these tears fall
I'd welcome that final breath
Wishing to be the one
Who would be the one
To hold you, to be with you
It kills me
That I'm nothing more then a friend


A bullet to my heart,
A bullet through my life,
You fired that gun,
I have everyone to prove that,
My life was shattered that day.

My life was restored the next week,
Everything you knew about me was a lie,
Everything she knows about me is the truth,
She knows more then everyone,
She knows how to hurt me the most.

Losing her once in my dreams was the worst,
I hurt her once,
By talking to you,
The one who shattered me,
Never again shall you hurt me.


I watch you ever so carefully,
Not wanting to leave,
But always wanting to be alone,
I finally found who I am in you,
My loved one,
You are everything to me.

When I hurt you,
I hurt twice as much,
When you push me,
I come back to you,
I love you more then anything,
I love you Rini


With this silver slice
I pierce the flesh
Feeling my ecstasy build up
I lay my head back
And think of who will greet me
Maybe they all will
Or maybe none of them will
It is entirely not my choice
If it was up to me
They would never have left me


Why do they always have to scream
Why can't they just let me live in peace
These voices drive me crazy
My love
You are the one who stops them
Why can't I hear them
Is it because I gave in
Or is it because I am weak


With this blade
I do the final deed
To take this life
And never look back

When I look up
You're standing there
Saying things I can't hear
I whisper to you "I love you"

You kneel infront of me
Tears streaming down your face
You beg me not to go
I smile and close my eyes

I feel so light
I see everyone who has left me
They all look and say to me
"She needs you, go back to her"

I open my eyes
Carefully wrapping my arms around you
I whisper "I love you"
You whisper back "I love you more"


This soul's split in two
Each half yearning for the other
One day, they will be together
From the start of time, until the end
My soul, your soul
Will never be lonely again


Two hearts, beating frantically
Two souls. yearning forever
Two soulmates, driven apart
Now together forever in the grave


The shattered souls
Find solace in abadonment
Once they meet
They rejoice
They have met the perfect one


This broken heart
This shattered dream
Will they ever be the same
Only with you my love

Who said I wanted to be who you wanted me to be
I only try to be who I am, and you force all this other s**t on me
If, one day in the future, we were to meet again
I hope you've had your fill of this worlds men
I warned you to trust me, to believe me
But why would you, after all, YOU KNOW BEST

How do you feel at night
Knowing you were the one who sliced me
What do you think
When all you knew I would do
Was to fight back
To retaliate

I swore to never be the one to hurt you
I have always kept that promise
You swore to me that same thing
But, little did I know
That all along, you were planning on betraying me
I gave you all my love
You sliced my heart open
And let me bleed out

How do you feel at night
Knowing you were the one who sliced me
What do you think
When all you knew I would do
Was to fight back
To retaliate

What little life is left in these veins
I will slowly let drip to the floor
Smiling as I hear your scream
Who'd have guessed, that, in the end
I was the one who ended up dead