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To be me is to be hated. No one loves me, no one really cares about me. Everyone wants me dead. I have no true purpose, I just waste everyone's time. But I'm not saying this out of sadness, I'm saying it out of anger and hatred. Those who hate me for no reason can die. The same people who are cruel to me are the same people who try to smile in my face and act like they care a second later. But because of them I've become a demon of the darkness, who has been born from hatred. My heart is cold and black. All I ever wanted was to be accepted by everyone else, but instead I live hiding in the darkness, away from people. Living in fear that the world will hate me, I hide my true self. I long to belong, to be wanted.