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Why is it that when someone we love seems to turn to another it hurts so much though you wish to be happy for them? All you want is their happiness, you can honestly find joy in such a thing, even if its to see them in the arms of another. And yet, there is still the emptiness and the longing. Especially if they ask you to help them court or find another when they know of your desires and feelings. You bury them, deep down, under a layer of altruism and platonic love, but they're still there, and they will either fester within the earth, or blossom into something that you cannot ignore. Oh, but how you wish you could