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On April 27, 2 days after my birthday, my best friend Josh Gaffney was killed in a car accident on the way to his brothers graduation from the infantry training. At the time everybody thought my best friend was Nathan at the time but he had been acting like a jerk to me and took advantage of me being weaker in strength than him. But it was Josh that was my best friend, even though i was a nobody at the time, he stood up for me and he remained my best friend no matter what I did. If i did something stupid, he'd join in and I'd do the same for him. Heck, one time, during school, the choir went to crown center to perform, we both got kicked out of Victoria's Secret together. We made up silly sayings and ran around the school shouting them out and other people started to take our sayings and said they were the creators of them, then after his death, which I took like a bullet to the chest, those who stole our sayings out of the blue, apologized while crying one, even giving me a hug. The day after his death, choir was the hardest class for all who was in choir. He loved to sing, we sang his favorite song that we were going to perform at out concert, California Dreamin'. No one made it through the whole song without crying, I was crying before I even got to school, this affected my grades a whole lot, some grades I was able to maintain, others, I couldn't. The day after his death was torture, after i got off the bus I broke down, started crying and screaming, I didn't really know how to handle it, I had never had my best friend die before. Then my best friend was a girl named Megan, i trusted her then she started poisoning my thoughts without me knowing it! She convinced me to break up with my girlfriend with was a huge mistake but I didn't realize what she was doing till a few days ago AND she somehow poisoned my mind and somehow convinced me to ask her out! then after like, half a day (thats when i figured out what she was doing) i broke up with her and got back with my other girlfriend. The worst thing is that when I figured out what she was doing I didnt even like her, she was just my best friend but now, she is SO annoying its not even funny. This morning, she sent me a text at 4:57 a.m.!!!! So I decides to start ignoring her to avoid this. My life has been a mess with the move, Josh's death. Everything is confusing. Well I'm out!
Phantom of Darkkness · Thu May 29, 2008 @ 05:55pm · 0 Comments |
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