i lie here awake wishing she was beside me but i lie here alone, awake and exhausted i wish i had the courage, guts, balls anything to make me ask her to be mine instead i lie here awake and alone....so very alone as i stare at the ceiling i know that i need here to me mine i am awake i want to sleep but i cant because shes not here with me shes not in my arms so i lie here awake and alone i lie here hating, despising, loathing my self for not asking her to be mine i need to sleep but i need her here with me more just to be in my arms instead i lie here awake hating, despising loathing my self instead i lie here awake why isn't she here with me....because i lack courage, guts, balls anything and every thing that kept me from being her to be mine i am to afraid of the answer to do it so i lie here awake and alone and thus i lie here awake
Zing0619 · Sun Mar 23, 2008 @ 08:02am · 1 Comments |