Wow, I used to write in this thing everyday eek . Well I guess I have been busy with work, school and homework. I only seem to have time for posting in the RP's I am in. I hope this week that Charolett and me can hang out again. We still have to go out for some bubble tea and some dumplings, haha. Wouldn't mind talkig to her either. I want to share something things with her about a few things on my mind and she seems a lot wiser then I am. The thing I want to talk about is that a guy I like and went out with for a bit, asked me to move with him to Calgary. I told him I would think if I wanted to move there. My whole life is in Kamloops, so I might might just live here for a bit longer before I move somewhere else. Also, I am drowning in stress from the bills, rent, and payments I need to make. Work isn't giving me much hours, I only work twice a week which only give me little over $200 each cheque and rent is $400, food $150, other bills is over $200. All of this in a month and I am only making lil over $400 a month. I also have to pay for my course that I am taking and the fee is $250 and I can't even afford to pay it. Its just sad. Well so much for my friends support. Most of the time I talk to them, I am exhuasted from my classes or work they don't even show any sign of sempathy. I know I sound conceded but they don't seem to care and they don't pay rent, hydro, gas, cable, and food. THEY still live at home with there parents!! While I struggle to keep my sanity.. which I lost a big part of it long time ago. I am starting to hate IMing with my friends or ppl I talk to on msn. The only response I get is "oh I see", or "ic" and even "ahh, ok", For F@#K sake. I want an actual conversation with a person not these stupid responses. Two ppl I talk most of the time are ignoring me right now so I am pissed off. I don't see why I should care anymore. I plan on not going onto msn for a while. The thing that pisses me off the most is that my cell phone has be shut off by the phone company. I rely on my phone cause that is the only way work can get a hold of me or if I need to know where my brother is. Well that is my angery rant. Coming soon: I might write actually write something good next time...
light_daisuke · Mon Feb 25, 2008 @ 04:50am · 0 Comments |