Missing you
I miss you so dearly. At times I cannot bear it. But I try my best to get through this. The reason why I don't cry as much. Is that I lock my feelings away. But once my heart cannot hold it in any longer. I shed my tears. Tears that can't seem to stop. I try and try to hold them back. It won't stop. Til every tear that has been let out. Why do I cry so much? Is it the fact I miss you so much? What can be the reason? There could be so many. I miss you so much. That at times I find myself looking into the stary night. Remembering your smile. Everything about you. Everything that I love. I love you, I love everything about you. I accept you as you do for me. I cannot express everything with words. They are not enough for my love for you. I try and try. I look into my heart and look so deep. That I find meaning full words. Just for you to hear. Will it be enough? Now when I think more and more. I found a reason that makes so much sense to me. The reason why I miss you so much. When you are not by my side. Is that... The burnern of loving one so much. As I do for you and only you. I cannot lie and it cannot be fake. Because it came from my heart. Where my feelings are true. It may be a burnern to love someone so much. But I do not care. I would not give you up. For this weight to be lifted from my heart. You mean too much to me. Love has a bad and good side. It is just a natural blance of life. I miss you so much. But things make sense now.
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