1."Putting up the act of happiness weighs me down.
And sometimes...
I tell myself to show the true color, or lack there of, in my mind.
Then...I back down because...
I'm afraid I wil scare those I love away..."
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2. "When I look at every thought I've ever had I am...
ashamed..."
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3. "Sometimes...
I envy people who get into drugs..
I am curious...
Will it take my troubles away?"
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4. "No one knows that I want to take my life to this day...But I'm too afraid to go through with it....Not for myself, but for those who I care about..."
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5. "I wonder why my own father didn't want me...Even though I never met the man.."
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6. "I hate myself, but do not cut or anything. Does that make me a 'halfbreed' emo?"
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7. "Music changes my mood completely. Everytime I hear certain genres I either laugh or nearly cry. No matter what mood I had been in before. Is that a bad thing?"
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[b:e63332dd68]CHILLY LOVES:
LACEY PANTIES.
DUBSTEP.
COLORING.
ADVENTURE TIME.
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LACEY PANTIES.
DUBSTEP.
COLORING.
ADVENTURE TIME.
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[i:e63332dd68]P.L.U.R.[/i:e63332dd68]
(it's a lifestyle)[/size:e63332dd68]