*sigh*
I'm so so so confused!
Camerons' GF is no longer his GF I'm guessing.
But, now on MS[myspace] he's got me as his # 1..
Maybe Cami does like me as much as he says..
I hate being in Love.
Specially with Cami.
It's not that it feels bad or hes bad or anything.
No,
it's that I dont get/understand him.
I mean when he's with me I feel so happy and he seems to be so much of a cutie.
But,
that's when he's dating someone else.
He acts like if we date it'll be hard to break up or seperate.
He said,
"Kiki, you have no idea how much I care about you. I care about you so much more than you think.."
Does Cami Love me too?
The way he makes me feel is.. much the bit of Wonderful.
He's a player.. I know that.. but..
I'm in Love.. again..
I thought Lavi was hurt enough but now it's different..
He makes me feel so much happiness.
More happiness than I've EVER felt in my life.
I Love the feeling I get around him, I just feel so warm and safe.
He gives me that overly nervous feeling to the point of
I'm shy, shaking, and staring at him
because
I just Love his eyes they're so gorgeous.
I also Love his smile it's so cute!
Especially that teasing smile to make me smile
at him instead of just that stare
that everyones says I only do for him.
It's that feeling that nothing can hurt you
and
that you know that it doesnt matter what he looks like or what you look like
because
all that matters to you is that your in Love and it feels wonderful.
I don't cry over him.
I don't waist tears because the only tears I shed for him are
tears of missing and loss.
Example is when we were at Legacy I said goodbye to him outside of the choir room.
When me and CT got outside the door..
I started crying Cuz I missed him that bad already.
Haha,
He was maybe 10 ft. from me and I was crying cuz I missed him.
Stupid huh?
He has no idea that I did cry that night.
He lives 11 miles from me and I cry over that distance.
But,
Lavi lived over 3,000 miles away!
I miss Cami more than I ever missed Lavi..
*sigh*
I'm sooooo in Love.
I really can't wait to hear his voice again.
Hell,
I cant wait till he holds me in his arms again.
I know I've said that I'm in Love maybe 20 times but..
Do you think I'm truely in Love?
Much Love to,
Cameron Micheal Miller.
~KB~
I'm so so so confused!
Camerons' GF is no longer his GF I'm guessing.
But, now on MS[myspace] he's got me as his # 1..
Maybe Cami does like me as much as he says..
I hate being in Love.
Specially with Cami.
It's not that it feels bad or hes bad or anything.
No,
it's that I dont get/understand him.
I mean when he's with me I feel so happy and he seems to be so much of a cutie.
But,
that's when he's dating someone else.
He acts like if we date it'll be hard to break up or seperate.
He said,
"Kiki, you have no idea how much I care about you. I care about you so much more than you think.."
Does Cami Love me too?
The way he makes me feel is.. much the bit of Wonderful.
He's a player.. I know that.. but..
I'm in Love.. again..
I thought Lavi was hurt enough but now it's different..
He makes me feel so much happiness.
More happiness than I've EVER felt in my life.
I Love the feeling I get around him, I just feel so warm and safe.
He gives me that overly nervous feeling to the point of
I'm shy, shaking, and staring at him
because
I just Love his eyes they're so gorgeous.
I also Love his smile it's so cute!
Especially that teasing smile to make me smile
at him instead of just that stare
that everyones says I only do for him.
It's that feeling that nothing can hurt you
and
that you know that it doesnt matter what he looks like or what you look like
because
all that matters to you is that your in Love and it feels wonderful.
I don't cry over him.
I don't waist tears because the only tears I shed for him are
tears of missing and loss.
Example is when we were at Legacy I said goodbye to him outside of the choir room.
When me and CT got outside the door..
I started crying Cuz I missed him that bad already.
Haha,
He was maybe 10 ft. from me and I was crying cuz I missed him.
Stupid huh?
He has no idea that I did cry that night.
He lives 11 miles from me and I cry over that distance.
But,
Lavi lived over 3,000 miles away!
I miss Cami more than I ever missed Lavi..
*sigh*
I'm sooooo in Love.
I really can't wait to hear his voice again.
Hell,
I cant wait till he holds me in his arms again.
I know I've said that I'm in Love maybe 20 times but..
Do you think I'm truely in Love?
Much Love to,
Cameron Micheal Miller.
~KB~
