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Once again my control doesn't exist
Why, O why is this so difficult?
I'd love to live a life different than this!
If i just accepted my fault,
My life wouldn't be so mysterious

When i try to get rid of it all
I feel myself twist, then fall.

God, please help me to change myself!
Help me keep your book off that shelf!

Help me cleanse my soul,
Use your spirit to keep me whole.

And when i think i can't carry on any more,
Help me, Lord; Keep my sin in store.