BloodyElegantSimplicity
Ρгɪиϲε ϴғ Єѵɪʟ
⇢ ⇢ σnLınεxxxxxσffLınεxxxxxAωαyxxxxxBυsy
Just ******** deal with it.
Just ******** deal with it.
ı cαn'т εscαρε мysεLf
xxxxxNAME ;; A l e x D a r k e
sσ мαny тıмεs ı've Lıεd
xxxxxWITH ;; Alice
вυт тнεяε's sтıll яαgε ınsıdε
xxxxxMOOD ;;
sσмεвσdy gεт мε тняσυgн тнıs nıgнтмαяε
xxxxxLOCATION ;;
ı cαn'т cσnтяσl мysεlf
xxxxxACTIONS ;;
sσ wнαт ıf yσυ cαn sεε тнε dαяkεsт sıdε σf мε
xxxxxOOC ;;
nσ σnε wıll εvεя cнαngε тнıs αnıмαl ı нαvε bεcσмε
xxxxxCHAT ;; Alex finally drew away, finally, in complete shock and disbelief with what he had just done. Never before had he shared such intimate emotions for anybody but now here it was right in his face. He was submerged in confusion, and he could see stars twirling around his head magically. She had even kissed him back. None of this even seemed real right now. He had only known her for a day and yet they had come this far. This wasn't like him at all. He was brought out of his dreamlike state when Alice got his attention. She sounded kind of worried, and just as confused as he was. "I'm fine." He murmured softly, the remnants of his blush still lingering upon his cheeks. "And yes.. I love you Alice." He whispered, really embarrassed with admitting his feelings for her, which he was surprised he even had. Her next question caught him off guard, startled him and made him cringe. Yes he did erm.. like her a lot but he didn't think he could actually submit to something like... err THAT with her just yet. He still had trouble even maintaining physical contact with people. Perhaps thats why their kiss had left this tingling sensation upon his lips? No. It just meant that he really enjoyed it, the fact that he had shared it with Alice and that he truly meant it. Alex still had a problem at hand though. It appeared that Alice was attempting to move onto something that he wasn't ready for at all, advancing way too quickly with their newfound relationship. He couldn't just deny her like that could he after he had just kissed her? He could but it might be hard. He really did find her attractive and everything, and he did want to see what she was like without anything blocking his field of vision like it had before, but he knew he had to be patient and take something like that slowly, especially since he wasn't just ready for that much physical contact. How could he let her know this without seeming like he thought she wasn't attractive or that he didn't care or whatever? "Ummh that question is ehh... pretty strange Alice." He commented, laughing nervously. "I mean I do love you Alice it's just... that.. just that I- I uh couldn't do something like that with you right now or anything I'm sorry. We only just decided we wanted to be more than just partners right? Well you know I think something like that takes time to.. get ready and be prepared for." He muttered awkwardly, a few beads of sweat appearing on his forehead. Alex hoped that he didn't end up upsetting her, which was beyond strange because he didn't even care if he upset anyone. Alice was different though. He was still going to mess with her of course, but he didn't want to sincerely upset her about something. Alex continued to caress her cheek gently, that tingling feeling having never left his mouth since the moment he had met lips with Alice.