* L@mbert *
"Musica Delenit Bestiam Feram"
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Lambert froze, well not literally, at her touch and pulled away from her. He slowly turned towards her and looked at her with bright electric blue eyes. He was tired of people looking up to him to give them the answers and train them when he himself didn't have much control. Perhaps that was why people looked up to him. He understood their pain and what he knew he was always willing to share and help them avoid the same mistakes he made.
He gently touched her shoulders and sighed as e looked away, "Amber, you have no reason to apologize. I shouldn't have lost control in there. Look, I'm not one to share much of my past because it isn't very bright and niether is my future. I live day by day trying to make the best of it knowing that everyone I know will die long before my salvation... If I've earned any... I guess what I'm saying, is that I'm really not one to get involved with any further than friendship..."
He let her go expecting her to leave, hurt worse than she was when she stopped him. Even though Lambert Fell due to Lust, that didn't mean that he wanted someone to Love him and forgive him for his sins.
He thought for a moment, "I'm a Fallen Angel, not one of Holy essence... So I try not to get involved with people too much. Look, I really should be getting ready for tonight... You can come if you want to. I'll be performing as well."
Then he smiled as he looked up to the sky and imagined the sing he would sing. "I think after all this, we could use a little bit of kick a** music to lighten things up. If you have nothing to do, you may come with me to sound check."
'Great, just great Lambert!' he thought to himself, 'Confuse the poor girl!'
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”Music Soothes the Savage Beast”
Location:outside
In Company With:amber
Mood:guilty