I'm gonna be 17, and not once have I thought about coming out as bisexual until now. One of these days, I'm gonna have to tell my mom because I don't wanna suffocate in..whatever the hell I'm feeling right now. Emotions? It's kind of scary when I think about it, but this Nick News thing came on tv, and these really young kids came out as gay and bi and whatever, and it made me feel a little ashamed about not having that kind of courage to do something like that. The support they got from it was touching, but some people aren't as lucky and get picked on by even their parents for being anything other than straight. I guess that's whats scaring me a little.And thinking back on it, my brother did jokingly suspect me of being gay or bi, he was half right, but I can't imagine what would happen if he knew,too. I really do wanna tell her, not right now anyway, but I wonder how she'll react. My mom's a really nice woman, and all, but that could change after I tell her, or it couldn't..that's scaring me a little,too. = n =;; I mean, it's not like I got a tattoo, or knocked someone up,right?
Honestly, I wouldn't even know how to approach that topic with her. Would it just be all
"Hey mom, I'm bi!"? or ..********, this is flustering me too much.
And that reaction thing I mentioned earlier, god I'm curious to know. Like, what if she freaks out and goes all "Excuse me?" or "What the ******** "Oh,I know" <-- SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL DX Maybe I would try coming out to a close friend first? ..but I can't do that irl as easily as I can online or whatever..ugh
So yeah, a little advice? I know I don't have to worry about this type of thing right now, but I'd rather be prepared for the future, because it's gonna happen... I just don't know how.
Thanks.