There's this girl who works with my fiance, who i guess went to high school with us. She would always tell him how miserable she was, and how she would cut herself because she was so sad...Alot of my friends know this girl, and she happens to have a pretty good life, she's just a HUGE attention whore...So, being the nice person my fiance is, he felt sorry for her.
I guess she took this the wrong way and kissed him...And he just stood there...He says he knew it was a mistake the moment it happened, and he told her he never wanted to talk to her again. Kind of inevitable (sp) though, since they work together. It's been about a month since then, and she's moved on to another co-worker (this one's married, the little tramp...) but i still can't forget it...
Everytime i think about, i want to STAB her...I just got over being depressed, and i was doing really good with the whole cutting thing, but now, i just feel like i've lost the one thing that was important in my life...The one thing i had left to hold on to....We've been together for around 3 years, and we're supposed to get married..But i feel like something just...broke....When they kissed....I don't know what to do..I don't want to leave him, but i can't just forget what happened...He's apologized more times than i have hairs on my head, and i know he means it, but still...Please help me, i don't know what to do....