Chive It Up
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- Posted: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 00:56:33 +0000
Alexander liked to hear that everything had gone without complications. This was, after all, his first born. Perhaps after the first one or two, he'd stop worrying so much about everything, but it's well being was his primary concern at the moment. That and the mother's well being. Of course, Annalise was the one person he cared for in this world. The one person he would do absolutely anything for. He could imagine, of course, that when his child arrived, that would shift.
Annalise said that he would be the first one to hold the babe and kiss it, to tell it that he loved it, and he had to grin at the idea. Usually, men were not present at the birth of their children. But that was because such things were born out of necessity and duty. This child was to be the product of love. It was entirely different. He wanted to be there with Annalise, to hold her hand and kiss her forehead as she went through everything. If she wanted him there, of course.
“I wish I had been there when you'd found out,” Alexander told her quietly, “I hate that you were.. alone during the beginning. I've understood that it's one of the more difficult times. Certainly would be an adjustment. And then to think I wasn't there..” he trailed off. But then after a brief moment of silence, he looked up to her and smiled. “But you are right. I intend to be there for every moment that I can. Until they are married off and waiting for children of their own.”
Pushing himself up to a sitting position, he let out a quiet sigh. “Food. Ah, sometimes I forget I need to eat. Especially when I have more interesting things to distract me with. Food seems less important.” Slipping out of the bed, he moved over to find his britches, pulling them up and tying them around his waist. “Tomorrow.. I'll start the planning for the wedding. I want this whole thing finished with as soon as possible. Of course, we'll have to tell my mother about the baby. She'll be glad to hear I'm to be married and I've already fathered a child. Of course, the only other thing she nags at me about is my uncle but.. well, I can't see any reason to keep him around, now.” Turning to look at her he grinned widely. “I can't express how happy you've made me today.” Oh, Alex felt like a different man, now.
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Yes, perhaps they both wanted to see the other happy. But they did not want the same things. Not out of life. It was going to be a constant cause of strife in their life, Carlotta imagined. She only hoped that Theodore did not resent her or their child once it was born. That would only.. make things so much worse. At least for her emotional state.
“Yes, I know,” she said quietly, running her fingers through her husbands hair as he kissed her shoulder. Carlotta let out a content sigh at the affection, truly feeling loved in that moment. She would have loved to have her husband beneath her this evening, but he was tired.. she could see that.. and truthfully she wasn't feeling up to the act at that exact moment. But her moods were changeable, especially when it came to her desires. “You've done so much for me, Theo.. I notice that and I do appreciate it. I should thank you more often but I.. I suppose I have difficulty properly expressing my thoughts to you.”