I hope it does. Anyways, some background on me:
I'm 17, female-to-male transgender, struggling with MDD. I have seen two therapists, though I need to see the second soon. I have not seen him since the first visit due to a 9-day hospitalization. I am currently on 10mg fluoxetine (I'm pretty sure I misspelled that). Uh... what else do I need... I think that's it for now.
So, I was just doing pretty well, post-hospitalization. I've been out for a month today, but I'm kinda getting in a rut again. I have a hard time opening up to my parents. I've always had a hard time with it. I feel so useless, like the worst boyfriend I can possibly be. My boyfriend is soon heading to a psychological evaluation (he's suicidal, depressed, and a self-harmer, just like me), because he went to the counselor and gave him a note. I feel so worthless because I can't be there to do anything. Now, before you belittle me, I live 400 miles away from him, he and I don't care that there's distance between us, it isn't stopping us. I have met him in person before, and my dad was with me both times. Anyways, I'm just struggling with this situation. Any advice? Anything funny, interesting, whatever is appreciated. I need some distractions.