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The Legendary Guest
Arcoon Effox
The Legendary Guest
Arcoon Effox
The Legendary Guest
He says he hasn't slept in two weeks. I am thinking bipolar mania now. He could thinking nearly anything.
Elsewhere, he claimed that he was working 7 days a week at some fast food joint for 3 years straight... or at least I think that was what he was saying. Honestly, everything the dude says is so convoluted and drowned in bad grammar that I don't understand half of what he's saying, and when you try to guess or ask for clarification, he just gives you pretentious prattle amounting to "I'm right and you're wrong, so
there". That or he completely ignores you (like he did when I asked if he was building a bunker, based on something from the same unintelligible post) or tosses out yet another red herring.
In short:
Right. That would be typical for someone in a high mania, especially if it has been in a lack-of-sleep state for more than a week now (he says two). He's still elated, but he cannot focus. Everything is "significant" but he's getting delusions of perspective (everything is about HIM, even the internet and clouds) which is feeding a creeping sense of paranoia. It's Edge City.
Wow... That sounds legitimately horrifying.
It is. It's nothing short of brutal eventually, but the really scary part is the high is ******** amazing, and it grabs you like no drugs man can manufacture, man.
I used to moderate a forum for mental illness, conditions co-existing with ADHD. There is an extremely high one-way comorbity with bipolar and ADHD - nearly everybody with bipolar has some degree of ADHD. I don't talk about those two years very often and even less about my own life but suffice to say when he began talking about not sleeping for two weeks but still being able to stand, praise the lord! A huge cartoon lightbulb went on over my head. He really believes he's hearing the voice of god because he's hallucinating.
I don't have any of those symptoms...
One of the first symptoms of a manic/hypomanic episode is loss of self-awareness. That's what makes it so dangerous. The person with the disorder will become unaware of the progression of their symptoms due to the disorder itself. In other words, the person with the symptoms will be less likely to comprehend their own behavior than outside observers.
I am very familiar with bipolar mania, and have witnessed how it manifests in people over the internet many times. You display numerous symptoms.