I'd be worried if your man refused to wear a condom. Red flag - potentially possessive, will find a way to trap you into the relationship, never fully being able to escape as he impregnates you.
I don't understand why you couldn't have waited until you had condoms. Also, why would you be scared to tell your mom because she black?
But basically you have 3 major options:
- Abortion
- Adoption
- Keep it
Either way you should tell someone who will help you through this. You got yourself in a pretty sticky situation. Does your BF know?