Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 753 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 128 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 144 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 261 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 159 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 76 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 685 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2566 ]

[Briethell]

back on the whole "maybe i should consider college" kick to make my resume look better for any sort of corporate advancement.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i don't think i'm a school person though.

[rafe adler]

i texted two ppl like three days ago and haven't heard back from either of them. 🙃 feelz bad

one of them has had their notifications silenced since i texted them, which... seems so weird??

[Dizzmae]

seems like i cant ever catch back up on lost sleep even when going to bed an hour or two earlier than usual emotion_facepalm

[mewkittyy]

sexy business.omfg.

he came over this evening around 5, but just left. we watched some yt, smoked two joints, and ended up in my bed.

we didn't go all way, but i did give him some c worship and it seemed to go over well. i made him finish and we went and smoked a cig and he left.

holy s**t. i never thought this would happen. ever.

he said it's mine until i decide i'm done with it. unf.

[Floofyfox90]

cr0wchild

I don't know why I bother. I really don't.

I ******** know better. I'm just stupid I guess.

[Butcher]

I dunno why my mood dropped.
I'm tired and sore and tired of being sore.
I was listening to some voice messages
I have saved, and idk.
They make me happy but then I also get sad?
I don't think I can explain why.
I'm annoyed because of it.
I can't ******** sleep either.
Got maybe two or three hours.
My life is so ******** up.

[Butcher]

Anyway.
Can't wait for him to get me a
collar/choker with his initial on it.
🥱

[OH MYGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD]

I'm gonna give those new sleeping meds a trial tonight
I haven't slept good all week and I feel like a zombie ugh

crying

[Butcher]

3/19/23.
I get an audio message from him
telling me happy birthday.
3/19/24.
I get a midnight text and a phone call.

It just makes me feel some type of way
seeing where we are now vs then.

And also, on March 2nd 2023.
"Am I going to have to start texting you first thing in the morning to remind you I'm here."

He does. ; ~:
I'm one lucky duck.

[ScreamingTrashCat]

Oh man so many good movies coming out this year.
I miss having a partner to go see them with.
Just watched the trailer for Beetlejuice Beetlejuice.
And then there’s the Godzilla vs Kong movie coming out on the 29th of this month. D;
Much excite!

[Psst Over Here]

Why is this situation making my stomach feel weird? Something feels very off.

[Psst Over Here]

Okay, nothing is off, false alarm.

My paranoia was getting the better of me, again.