Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 747 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2552 ]

[[Stained in Satin]]

I don't want to complain about the same s**t all the time. I don't want people to get tired of me.
So I stay quiet. Internalize the hell out of it.

I need help, maybe.

[Bunnycakie]

[comme des enfants]

Literally go ******** yourself.

[PeachyPosterior]

I was talking with my co-worker about settling today and marriage.
He told me there was a girl on a plan on his way back from a place that he sat next to.
And they had the most intense connection he's ever felt, with anyone.
He said he doesn't want a serious relationship, or to settle down and marry, unless he feels something of equivalence or greater to that feeling.
And I think that's the right way to go about things. He's got his head set right.

[shake the dust]

xxa l lxxo fxxs p a c exxa n dxxt i m e
☾

Im debating between returning to my rererewatch of the older Sailor Moon, rejoining my watch of Downton Abbey, or start back on my binge watching of Korean Dramas.
Or I could just do all three.


▪ ▪ x a n dxxi txxw a sxxa l w a y sxxy o u.
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[Jemnu]

"But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
The way you did once upon a dream~"

[Decaying Harlot]

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I wish my life was busier, with things I actually enjoyed.
Like my life the last few days has been busy but for the most part it wasn't anything I enjoyed.
I spent 8 hours on Monday doing physical labor and then another 3 Tuesday..
I was also hungover from Monday, I hadn't eaten all day and began drinking around 6.
Then I ended up over at Nathan's house, and everything is a blur from there.
I remember bits and pieces, but I couldn't tell someone in what order s**t even happened.

I was so glad to be "home" Tuesday night, in my own bed.. with my cats and dogs.

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[Mado Kureo]

i am so lame v n v;;;;;

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this week, i'm going to check out the school.

don't psych yourself out. you want this, okay?

it's going to be okay if you make it okay.

[Werefox]

The night finally arrived... another sleepless night...

[Frozen Mascara]

scream

[HormonalTeenager]

[******** me.
Please come ******** me.

I bet you sound so good when you c**.

[BubbIeCat]

I feel sick
All I want to do is curl up and cry
I just don't want to deal with anything anymore...

[shake the dust]

xxa l lxxo fxxs p a c exxa n dxxt i m e
☾

I hope one day to return all the happiness he has given me.
I knew from the moment we started flirting with each other that he was something special to me.
I knew he was something special by how much it hurt when he left, and how at the same time, it didn't because I knew it wasn't truly the end of it all. Some part of me knew.
So much more than anyone else had ever been to me. Just by a chance encounter here in DLS.
And now look at us: living together, having worked at the same place, having a child, getting married, and all the plans to be together for as long as we live.
To think, I kept him distant for two months when we started talking again out of fear of rushing it, and now I can't imagine life without him by my side.
I love how it doesn't feel like a needy want of him, but I know life feels better when he is near, and I like who I am when he is around supporting me.
I can't wait to call him my husband and the father of my child. He already is the love of my life.
Undoubtedly, I caught the best one out there.


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[Mado Kureo]

don't give up don't give up don't give up.

please, i know i can do this. it'll be scary but
please please please don't give up just because
you're afraid. don't let yourself settle without
even trying. pleeeease.

[Werefox]

I guess asking for having just a bit more of happiness is too much to ask... or maybe not, maybe I am just being too picky... Why is it so wrong that I enjoy a girl who is clingy... who is not afraid of saying she needs me... that expects me... that is always waiting for me. I guess that is asking for too much... or maybe I don't even know what am I even saying... I'm just too hurt right now...