Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 746 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2551 ]

[hyruled]

i forgot to do laundry mother ********.
i wonder if i can do a load toniiight annd my dad not be little bitchh~~
i can try. cat_4laugh anndd thenn i will bee good for tomorrow.

this morning i woke up around 7am and felt rested even though i went to sleep at like 1:30.
sooo i'm hoping i have the same effects for tomorrow.
not sleeping passed 9:30!
preferably 9 but like c'mon i need to sleep in. -0 -
downer is my brother has tomorrow from school like wttff.
i like my days off and having them to myself.
oh well, i am hoping to enjoy this little town tomorrow!
n___ n i wish i would have made a list earlier.

[Apathetic Cryptid]

I actually had a good night tonight.
A really good night.


I still hurt, but..

My decision earlier helped so much.
I have a goal now.

I know what I want to do.
And I have a dream now, too.
To get you back some day.


So...
I feel better.
I'm making progress.



I'm determined to be a good person.

[hyruled]

gosh my gf is ffine. like what the actual ******** y do you lyk me.

[Greedy Glamour]

when i look back i have changed so much.

[Vingt cinq]

tokyo_dishwater

I'm determined to be a good person.

I am, but I feel like I'm sometimes too hard on myself.
I readily accept another's faults but am more ofthen than not cruelly unforgiving of my own.
I pick at myself for every little thing, mentally beat myself up, and I know that this is not healthy for both myself and those around me.
There are better ways, yes?

Related in its own way.

Captain Gay

I want to be in your arms, and just fall asleep.

I must admit that I sometimes don't know if I should say these things.
Either here or to you...
That one time you said that...? I know there was no malintent, but it planted a little worm in my brain and now I reconsider most of what I say, wondering if it comes off as too clingy or weird or creepy.
redface

However, at the same time I know that what I feel is what I feel. Is it not normal to want such things? Do people not express these things to each other anyways?
And so I continue to hope.

[Carnal Cupcake]

That feeling when you realize that the lyrics to "Somebody That I Used to Know" are perfectly applicable to a person in your past.... and then you realize that someone in your past already uses the song to refer to you.

=/

[de_connecte]

I'm so excited.
So many little things that I don't have to worry about now.
Its taken me much longer than I have wanted but I am on track - finally.

On a totally different note; I've been coming back here again. I totally thought I was done but here I am. Ugh. Crutches.

[Hollywood Horror Story]

[I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around]

I'm so tired of crying.
At least we kind of talked about it today.

[I've lost my faith,
In my darkest days.]

[Epitaff]

i want to kill the jackass that thought pineapple was a good idea for a pizza topping.

[Hollywood Horror Story]

[I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around]

I felt bad for stressing him out.
But I can't take crying myself to sleep every night.
I feel so lonely.

[I've lost my faith,
In my darkest days.]

[A Goonie Never Says Die]

Hollywood Horror Story

[I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around]

I felt bad for stressing him out.
But I can't take crying myself to sleep every night.
I feel so lonely.

[I've lost my faith,
In my darkest days.]

[Hollywood Horror Story]

[I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around]

My eyes are tired.
My body is tired.
My soul feels tired.

[I've lost my faith,
In my darkest days.]

[Hollywood Horror Story]

[I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around]

I need to stop crying.
Little over forty days until we can talk in person.
I don't think it's going to go well though.

[I've lost my faith,
In my darkest days.]

[A Goonie Never Says Die]

Next to Normal was way too much for me to handle. I started to get really panicky during the first act, and as soon as it was over, I excused myself. I would have gone to the bathroom, but it was already full, so I just went outside. I eventually ran to my car, locked myself in, and threw myself at the wheel. I had to hold onto it to keep me here. I had to feel the leather of the steering wheel. I could smell the mildew from the leaky sunroof, and the past few days' rains. I clamped my eyes shut, trying to drown out the bright street lamps, and I left the windows up to keep out the drone of city life. It was just too much. The main character, Diane, tried to kill herself. Trauma to the wrists, razor marks, coma, hospitalization, attempted suicide. Too much, just too much.