Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 784 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 131 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 150 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 114 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 268 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 260 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 80 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 734 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2688 ]

[no scheisse]

my head feels like its gonna explode..

[danndelion]

━━˖°˖ ☾☆☽ ˖°˖ ━━━━━━━

>:C

━━━━━━━━━━⚝☾⋆⭒˚｡⋆

[danndelion]

━━˖°˖ ☾☆☽ ˖°˖ ━━━━━━━

breathe and let it go homie.
do not get your BP up over others' entitled-a** behavior.

━━━━━━━━━━⚝☾⋆⭒˚｡⋆

[Laughter with an S]

How hilariously convenient.

[Lavoli]

I miss you … my heart hurts ..

[Sheepyxchan]

I'm so grateful for my friends
I wouldn't suffer through this existence without them.
Thank you for loving me, even when I cannot love myself.
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I forgot to ask Moira to help me with my weekly
********.
I'll just have to try to do it on my own.

[erratic animosity]

i wish i was better at forming habits. ever since i downloaded that finch app, i HAVE been using it literally every day. like for a few months now. but i can't bring myself to do all the tasks i give myself each day. maybe i'm listing too many, but some of them seem so basic and like i should be doing that anyway. i feel like a child or something if i have to baby myself into doing things. idk.
i want to form better habits but why are those the most difficult?

[Snivy Judges You]

No one would miss me.

[cr0wchild]

Honestly? I can try to stop the negative self-talk all I want, but it won't change the fact that I'm pretty much useless. When you look at the basic facts, i don't mean much and i can't contribute to anything. "Being nice" to myself won't change that.
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Why was I stupid enough to think I'd ever be good enough for anything? My ideas are rubbish and so is my writing. I don't have the skills and never will, since I've been writing for 20 years and still suck.

I can't even practice bc I don't have ideas worth trying.

I should give up.

[rafe adler]

cr0wchild

Honestly? I can try to stop the negative self-talk all I want, but it won't change the fact that I'm pretty much useless. When you look at the basic facts, i don't mean much and i can't contribute to anything. "Being nice" to myself won't change that.

[mewkittyy]

word vomit.


we spent about 20 hours together.
he puts his arm around me and wants to hold my hand when we’re out.
he holds doors open for me, he lets me go first.
he got us a Lyft there and back so I wouldn’t be anxious about driving in the city.
we watched some of my favorite yt videos and then we got ready for bed.
he gives me the same amount of attention physically that I do him.
he looks me in the eyes, he cuddles and we talk afterwards.
he slept next to me and kept me warm all night.

when we woke up he didn’t want to get out of bed.
I got us some coffee and sandwiches before he left.

trying not to text him first.
he’s probably getting hell from his friends, they like to tease him for being gone.
I was secretly hoping he didn’t ever want to leave.

it’s too fast, I know. I just feel so good.

I feel like I’m getting sick. hopefully I didn’t give him anything.

[cr0wchild]

I don't know why I bother with anything.

People leave constantly.
I'm ignored constantly.
I'm terrible at everything I do.
I'm not interesting enough for anyone to bother with.

Why the ******** do I try?

[Silvyr Orirel]

[Sheepyxchan]

This what God feel like,
Laughing to the bank like, "ah-ha"
Flex on swole like, "ah-ha"
You feel some type of way then, ah-ha
A-ha-ha, a-ha-haaaa