Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 802 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 116 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.6%	[ 265 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 752 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2751 ]

[Okayame]

As a person who has been through a lot of trauma, I feel stunted. I want to grow, to be a better person, but so many times, things just dont go as planned.

[Mado Kureo]

sooo i guess i'm gonna do hot yoga on saturday
with my mom and my friend.

i'm unsure about this lol, but i'm going to go
and check it out anyway. i just... there's gonna
be people there. and it's all the way in the wood-
lands and i don't really know.

ugh.

i just need to stop thinking. that's it.

[Misanthropic Majesty]

Baby, I'm bad company, and you don't have a mark.
You're the prettiest thing that I have ever seen.
Come with me; I want to make you... dirty.

Godfather's Lollipop makes me play out so many naughty scenarios in my mind.

I want to be his lollipop whore.

[Gypsosaurus]

Wow, it was really hard to say goodbye to Darnell today.
We had so much fun at the art fair yesterday.
Last night, this morning...both were perfect.
Strange to see that after months of weekend sleepovers and the blooming of feelings, I'll never see him again.

[ChipLizard]

WHY WON'T ANYONE ******** HELP ME??
*sigh*
Oh, no, wait.
I know.
It's because when it comes to me, the rule "out of sight, out of mind" applies.
Nobody cares anymore.
Nobody calls.
I'm tired...

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

It has been one year and 5 days since the last time I cut.

Do I deserve happiness yet?

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

I don't.
I'll never deserve happiness.

Every day I think about peeling off my skin
layer by layer.
I dream about it.
I wake up crying because I want it so badly.


A year was supposed to be my saving grace.
I was supposed to be okay now.



But I'm still a ******** up.
Some things never change.

[ChipLizard]

ZOMBrandi

Do I deserve happiness yet?

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

I miss DLS.
I miss belonging somewhere

because god knows I don't belong anywhere else.


I'm a piece of s**t.

It would be easy to give up now.
To just cave in
call it quits.

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

It's 5pm and all I want is to just go to bed
and pretend like the world doesn't exist.

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

I am so proud of you for staying clean from cutting this long; I've only managed for maybe half a year.
Stay strong, please. <3

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(It was private, so I didn't know if you wanted your name displayed. My apologies.)

Thank you, so much.
It's a struggle. Nobody else understands what I'm going through or how hard I'm trying to keep myself from going under again. Hell, nobody I know even knew I was still doing it for the last few years.


I will stay strong
because I know if I relapse again it will be my end.

[ChipLizard]

It's fun when you suddenly find out you're invisible.
Especially when you only seem to be invisible to the people who are supposed to care about you.

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

To the DLSer who gave me a Boggle the Owl link
thank you
lets be friends
best friends,

[mewkittyy]

that's 9 lbs in 12 days.

idk why i thought 10 haha.

i don't get it. i'm eating constantly.
albeit healthy things, but i am always full.
and i stay under 1700 a day.

this is fantastic.

today i'm kind of binging though.
baking a whole bunch of homemade cheesy garlic bread. >.>

[hey pssst]

its refreshing to talk about things, with friends.