Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 790 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 132 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 114 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 269 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.6%	[ 260 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 80 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 737 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2700 ]

[BubbIeCat]

Houkito

getting stressed out over the dumbest things. and things that don't even concern me.

[hey pssst]

Had an interesting conversation with Roel yesterday.
he's always fun to talk to.

[hey pssst]

how can she possibly keep her 'I love gay culture' act up when she has such stupid s**t to say about bisexuals.
I am amazed at the amount of ignorance.

[hey pssst]

when I see pictures on 9gag that say stuff like;
who said girls cant play football and look pretty?
I get so ******** pissed off.

[mewkittyy]

i talk to myself in weird voices/accents when i'm home alone.
i really dislike the silence at times.

or i sing to my cat in weird voices.

if i were ever on the show baggage (which i won't) my baggage would be:

i have no friends.
i have overwhelming anxiety constantly.
i am clingy beyond reason.

[VampyLilith]

3 days until I leave, I'm kinda excited to go but at the same time I'll miss J a lot. I won't be sharing a bed with him when I leave but I guess that's both good & bad. I haven't even started packing but I have to do laundry first, which I will wait till J gets home. I know he needs to do laundry as well.

[hey pssst]

so once again my cousin and roommate split up. which is sad for me, because that probably means no more croissants and boiled eggs for me in the morning. third wheeling was doing me really good for once.
And now I have to worry again. I want happiness for Janine. hearing her cries coming from upstairs breaks my heart. right now she seems alright though. stable at least.
Bas will make it on his own. he just needs to talk to someone from time to time.

[mewkittyy]

watching catfish strikes a chord in me.

because of him.

[Smoking Daffodils]

I think the best part about tonight was just sitting there on skype with you
not worrying about anything
you playing your game
me drawing
...you watching my draw I think was really nice too
I have never let anyone really watch me before
but I'm really comfortable with you

I feel relaxed around you
it's wonderful

I can't sleep though,
I'm going to watch my episode
while I eat something that's actually food
let my freshly dyed hair finish drying
and then maybe crash...

I just...I'm so anxious for when I get to meet you
tomorrow I'm going to get my a** on track for work
I have to pay my bills and make sure I have money for when you're actually here

I hope I can do good promoting things
Game night tomorrow really helps.
I make a few new vids that will do wonders also.
I got this.
Just hope its' not a quiet month

[hey pssst]

People should realise that Putin does not give a single s**t about an emotional letter some poor victims dad wrote.

all these memorial poems make me think of kundera's definition of kitsch.
"Kitsch causes two tears to flow in quick succession. The first tear says: How nice to see children running on the grass! The second tear says: How nice to be moved, together with all mankind, by children running on the grass! It is the second tear that makes kitsch kitsch."

this Kitsch seems to be more important to the facebook community, than the actual tragedy.
the Kitsch is filled with nationalism. I dont think it can excist without. you hear about the 193 dutch victims, but the budding of a war is mostly muffled away. The fact that we support the nation that shot down a passenger airplane, is ignored.

Kitsch is a world without s**t. where people hide their assholes.

[mewkittyy]

gdi.

my mom's cat is such a twerp.
i'm home alone for this whole week.

so every little noise freaks me out.
and she is always slinking around.

she just jumped up on the counter and scared the s**t out of me.
ugh.

SHE IS THE REASON I TURN ON THE SECURITY SYSTEM.
SHE gets me all creeped out.

grr.

[Gypsosaurus]

Last night, Benji and I were laying on my floor, listening to music and reminiscing about our friendship,
how much we've been through together.
He said that recently he's decided that no matter how much his ex hurt him,
he's not going to be hardened and mean, selfish and afraid to commit, like some people get.
He said "I'm a good person, and no matter how much I've been hurt, someone is still going to get this good person."
Kid is wise beyond his years sometimes.

[hey pssst]

this girl, she da real MVP.

Quote:

Sometimes I feel like I want to dance around with my hands in the air for hours, so that everyone can see that I discovered a new kind of femininity. Other times I sit by myself, clutching my arms to my sides and while thinking: UGH, I’m GROSS. Therefore, I have to unfortunately conclude that my hypothesis:

“H0 : I am happy with shaving my hair because I will get closer to the ideal of female beauty”

Quote:

before being a woman, I am a human being

I'd advice any woman to think critically on why they shave their bodyhair.

[Madame_Fox]

well....that was definitely the wrong arrow.....
todays looking like one of them days.....
emotion_facepalm