Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 797 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 133 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 272 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 263 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 743 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2722 ]

[HormonalTeenager]

AHHHHH.
I love this phone.

It has All The Small Things by Blink182,
What A Girl Wants,
Lady Marmalade,
We Will Rock You,
James Bond Theme,
and the Rocky Theme.

AHHHHHH.

[Captain Gay]

You aren't my girlfriend, but you may as well be.
I'm faithful, and my loyalties lie only with you.

[Captain Gay]

I'm a masochist except I harm myself from the inside.
Saying to myself welcome to the dark side.

[HormonalTeenager]

I put it on the James Bond theme.

I can't wait for the phone to ring now.

Dad has been asking me to put it on that.
He was mostly kidding.

Hopefully he's in side when it rings now. 8D

[iFern]

I'm.. so exhausted today..

Gah. I've been sitting here trying to focus on this test and all I can think about is sleeping.

I should have gone to bed earlier last night when he told me to. I know he could have handled it himself, but I just couldn't walk away from it yet..

I regret it now, though. So ******** tiiiiired.

Which means I either have to go to bed early tonight (which probably won't happen) or sleep a little later tomorrow and give up some of the time I was going to spend with him on the phone. Damn it.

[HormonalTeenager]

Captain Gay

You aren't my girlfriend, but you may as well be.
I'm faithful, and my loyalties lie only with you.

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I cut my finger.
It's almost identical to the scar on my left hand.

Hurt like a b***h.

[Yanniz]

"We wouldn't want an accident, would we?"

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When I used to post in DLS all the time there was replying or chatting allowed.
I wonder if the rules changed since then.
It gets awful lonely in the hangout thread.

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"Fire, it's sometimes so hard to control."

[Captain Gay]

I still have a hole in my wrist from where I was stabbed with a pen when I was 4 or 5.
It just reminds me of my abusive childhood.
I always was the one stepping up to try and protect you.
You just couldn't protect me back.
I don't blame you.
You couldn't help yourself.
You're just like your mother.
I'm not like you though.
My biggest fear in life was that I'd become you.
I stopped fearing that because I know it will never happen.
Besides the bigger your fears the more into reality they'll come to be.
emotion_donotwant

[gracious faust]

so
today
oh god

okay, the operations manager of gamestop ireland visited our store today, and had a really long chat with my manager when they went for coffee. my manager went home and asked me to close the shop, which was fine with me because i do that all the time anyway. the operations manager (we'll call him greg) stayed with me for a while.

jess came in to cover for my lunch, and i went out the back, ate some chili, and stared at my phone, pre-occupied with feeling horribly ill. greg came in to me. i shall recount our conversation.

greg: you look tired.
me: yeah, i am, a little bit.
greg: do you have a CV?
me: yup, i do.
greg: would you send it to me?
me: yes...?
greg: do you want to be a manager?
me: gnnnghf, whuh -- well, yes! but i don't think i'm ready yet...?
greg: well, it wouldn't be tomorrow or anything, and no one would die if you messed up. we would obviously train you beforehand.
me: well, yes, okay...?!
greg: how old are you?
me: i'll be twenty-three in august.
greg: well, you're old enough. and if you're old enough, you're good enough. you know how to make sales, you're organised and you're reliable.
me: *SHINING WITH JOY*
greg: so you'll send your CV to me?
me: yes!

so
ah!

i can't even fit my head around this!

[Captain Gay]

You'll have to pardon me if I'm a bit immature.
I grew up way too fast.

[HormonalTeenager]

I ran into a pole yesterday. B|
I have a red ring on my shoulder where I hit it.
Kinda hurts.

Looking at it makes me realize,
I always have liked my arms.

I'm muscular, but I'm not buff.

I love it when I flex.
It's beautiful.

I don't mean that in a self-centered way.
I love un-defined muscles.
Because those are the ones people overlook.

The way my bicep gets a full inch taller,
and a slight dip on the inside of my arm.

I look weak until I do that.
And even then, it's not really popping out in definition.
But that doesn't make it any less dangerous.

[HormonalTeenager]

The bruise on my hip, though.
I'm laughing hysterically.

I fell off the truck.
Basically all that happened.

People that don't know me very well probably think I'm a klutz.
And while that may be partly true,
most of it is I just don't care if I get hurt.

I hopped up on the tailgate like I owned the place.
I payed for it, too.

Actually I just trip a lot. B|

[Apathetic Cryptid]

Hollywood Horror Story

[I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around]

I'm so tired of crying.

[I've lost my faith,
In my darkest days.]