Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 800 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 133 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 273 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.6%	[ 263 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 743 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2726 ]

[Mass Producing Hate]

I wanted to say,
You shouldn't suffer this way

I really am a failure in damn near everything that I attempt now that I am thinking about it.

I wanted to say,
I hope I can take it away.

[Saint Loon]

Two more days, two more days, two more days!

[HormonalTeenager]

2 AH,
2 G,
1 ES,
2 AH,
2 G,
1 ES,
3 AH,
3 G.

Actually probably going to switch the two three assignments to the top.

[ComplicatedUterus]

In all of the years that I have been having to deal with one family member going through something very rough, ******** everything up, my brothers heroin addiction. The past 3 years since being out of High School, I've learned something very important: You can't always get what you want. Not necessarily in the depressive manner, but sometimes things just don't.work.out. It's just not gonna happen. You need to realize that I have worked my a** off while you guys have bossed around our parents for years. Don't I deserve a little happiness for once? Why am I always the one to sacrifice MY happiness, just to please everyone else?
You guys get angry and throw fits, tell mom how terrible of a mother she is, all the time.
ALL the time, if no one believes me.
You guys don't feel remorse when you steal money from your own parents, when they are ******** bankrupt, and barely able to keep this house you guys don't help with.

To earn respect, you have got to BE respectful first. If you want trust? Earn it.
The only reason mom and dad don't mind helping me out here and there is because I have asked NOTHING of them since I moved out the first time.
You don't ask them for stuff. You demand it. And what happens when you don't get what you want?
You thrash and yell and say the most terrible things.

Oh, but when I am upset about something.
Especially when it's you treating my best friends like s**t.
And I am angry, and just want to yell and rage.
You wont have it.
"You're acting ridiculous, Brooke."

Just because I don't get that mad very often [though, more now than ever before]
Doesn't mean you guys are the only one's allowed to throw ******** fits.

I have had to deal with you guys pushing everyone around in this family, except for John, for way too long.
I have Zero respect for you two.
Zero trust.
Because you guys have not earned it.
You continually steal and ignore your own parents' rules and feelings.
You guys shouldn't be labeled 'Adults'. Because for being so old, you guys are act like ******** 2 year olds.

So yeah, I don't feel bad for taking the car from you.
Yeah, you just got a job? Earn your own damn car.
Your legs work, hun. Use them.
It's not the end of the world for ******** gods sake.

You really did this to yourself. You were the one who wasted you 6 grand on everything BUT a car.
I'm gonna be lucky if that little Honda is going to be running in a year.
You had the chance to buy a much better car. That's gonna last.
For your own. But nope. Didn't even cross your mind.

And you two don't even realize that after everything you have put, and continue to put mom and dad through, how LUCKY you are that they let you live here.
Some people who don't even do anything, get kicked out as soon as their 18. Or even sooner.
And yet you still are depending on Mommy and Daddy for everything. They support you, and you guys don't do jack s**t.

So ******** you. ******** both of you.

I have been bossed around by way too many people in my life time.
And I am changing that.
Anyone who can't accept my decisions, or accept me for my mistakes and faults, aren't my friends.
I realize that.

And that is why I love Holly, Jimmy, and Nate.
They are and always have been my best friends.
They actually believe in me. They let me make my mistakes, and help me where they can.
And I love them all so much.

[Gypsosaurus]

I can't do this anymore.
It is so unbelievably painful.

Maybe I could live without sexual passion, as long as I had commitment.
That would mean staying with Tony.
There's no way that Travis will date me. Ever.

You can't always get what you want.

[Everyday Arson Man]

So... I can't argue if this is going to make you happy. But don't expect me to be, too. The girl of my dreams just left me. I'll try and let it happen, I'll try and hold my tongue, for you. But I will *not* be happy.

[Captain Gay]

My fears if let get out of control will consume me, and my pride will be the death of me.
I don't like admitting I need help.

[Captain Gay]

So when I can't fix all my problems on my own needless to say black hole starts developing.
I just don't like sucking the life out of other people too.
Sometimes I wish I could have just pulled the trigger, but then if I did I wouldn't have you.
I'm glad I'm weak.
I'm weak, but my heart beats strongly for you.

[Everyday Arson Man]

What the hell am I doing? Looking up gaming pcs, for the sole sake of getting D3. I know it's not because I'm interested in the game. It's because YOU were.

I am ******** pathetic.

[HormonalTeenager]

I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back.

[HormonalTeenager]

Captain Gay

Sometimes I wish I could have just pulled the trigger, but then if I did I wouldn't have you.
I'm glad I'm weak.
I'm weak, but my heart beats strongly for you.
If you could call this heart beat strong.

[Captain Gay]

I almost drowned once, but I remembered to breathe.
You constantly bring it up.
I don't know why you find that funny.
I didn't find it so funny when you nearly overdosed.
Sometimes I wonder why we're best friends.
Really it's only because you need me.
I don't need you.

[Captain Gay]

This is why you're not supposed to think about the past.
It will depress the hell out you.
Happy thoughts about you now, I think yes.

[your head]

maybe i'll never get there.
but i'll enjoy trying to. the idea of it.

[Captain Gay]

HormonalTeenager

I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back.