Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 803 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 116 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 266 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 752 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2754 ]

[deer dears]

between choices of happiness and misery
i always choose misery.

[` B e l o v e d]

That's really sad to hear.

[blathers]

` B e l o v e d

That's really sad to hear.

[Yanniz]

"We wouldn't want an accident, would we?"

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******** you.
******** your texts. ******** you trying to make me feel this way.
******** you trying to pull it off like it wasn't true.
And ******** me, because its working.

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"Fire, it's sometimes so hard to control."

[Never The End]

I want to play a game: the rules are simple.

* All you have to do is sit here and talk to me; listen to me.

It's time to start our game:

Never said it wasn't my fault but you clearly didn't understand what I was saying. Nor coming from.

I'm happy I'm pregnant, I wouldn't change that for the world. I would however change the outcome of what happened between him and I. What I'd give to keep the happy home.

You think it is over, but the games have just begun.

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious // you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity | | your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



I'm still in total shock. How he could have slept with that girl is beyond me.
I can't believe my gut feeling was right. Of course I didn't want it to be, so I tried burying that underlying fear that something was wrong.
Today's just going to be a lazy Sunday spent in bed with my kitty. So much for the accomplishments and high I had going last week. One thing is enough to kill it all.

[champagne and disco]

today is perfect.
perfect from the second you tapped on the door quietly
to the feeling of you curled up behind me.

you go play your dota2
I'm about to dive into some acreed.
:3

I love sundays with you.

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious // you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity | | your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



Until last night, he thought I was still sleeping with Jer... even though I've swore to him on multiple occasions in the past few months that I haven't, nor do I have any intention to.
Sure, I fantasize about it, because there were a few really good romps. But I want to get serious now.

I told him I guess we're even now, and that I expected this from me, not him.
He said he thought that came out wrong, but no. I meant it exactly as I said... which I lied about, of course.

Drunk or not... I just can't believe that happened.

[Chronogenesis]

yum_tea
I suppose I should thank you for your concern, Davie.
Even though it comes two or three weeks too late.
When I was feeling much worse than I am now, where was everyone?
No one cared.
So I shook the hands of Ananke and Solitude.
The former representing something I was (and am) so sure about in my life/
The latter reminding me that no matter what, she will be my companion through all things.

[as waves crash]

Do you ever have those days where you make food but you really do not want to eat?
That would be today for me. I know I should eat, but I'm not hungry and I feel sick.

I hate food.

[Never The End]

I want to play a game: the rules are simple.

* All you have to do is sit here and talk to me; listen to me.

It's time to start our game:

Typical of people here to still be the same as ever.
You're here to express apart of yourself and it's considered bitching.
You express what you feel or think and you're judged for it.

When nobody knows anybody, who they are or what they stand for.
All you see is a weaker side of them, a side that they can't hold onto.

Funny how that goes, oh well.

One main reason I left DLS to begin with

You're here for you, make a few friends along the way. Not be torn down.

You think it is over, but the games have just begun.

[top_spy]

Why throw your life away like that?
Why? Honestly, why?

[Never The End]

as waves crash

Do you ever have those days where you make food but you really do not want to eat?
That would be me most days. I know I should eat, but I'm rarely ever hungry and I feel sick most of the times.

I hate food.

[your head]

i miss you already.