So just for anyone who is curious, certain types of alcohol makes each person react differently. For me, Gin (my favorite usually) makes me very introspective and honest and usually upsets me because of how realistic my pow becomes. FYI.
I will give that some thought. If this hasn't moved a few pages at the end of today, I will put the page prize down...depending on how many pages it moves will make the decision on how far back to push the prize. I want it to last a full month which is why I made it high...but that requires more than myself.