*melts in*
ugh... I'm tired, mentally.. physically... emotionally...
another rant...spoilered for those that don't care for stranger's drama.
It's been over a week now that my gpa is in the hospital and we don't see him getting any better... The a*****e that is my father now even told the doctors in charge to not give us any information on how he is doing, my aunt will speak to the head of the hospital and get anything my father has asked to get anulled. That a*****e isn't even paying a ******** cent, why does he think he has ny right to keep us on the blue about my gpa.
My gma is getting worse too, her spells are more often and now she doesn't remember stuff from her life. Like she swears she isn't married, she doesn't have any kids, or claims she is living in some other country (which she lived at years and years ago, like Italy or Guatemala) but happily she never seems to forget me, so as long as I am around we can tend to her better, I give her her meds, get her to take baths and make her go to bed at night.
It breaks my heart to see her that way since she has been like a mother to me, she has always been a very strong and independent woman. and my gpa has been the father I never had, he was in the military and always taught me stuff. To watch them both slowly deteriorate this way... I just can't take much more... and it hurts to see the indiference of other "family members", or the stupid attitude that the soab of the one I have to call my father is taking with this all. He is just making sure the inheritance goes to him, which for all I care he can have as long as he stops alienating my gpa from us and hurting my gma. He makes her fell like a crazy person when she's near. She has alzheimer's... she doesn't need an idiot making her feel like an useless being.
I feel useless and powerless... I love them so much it's killing me. All I can do is visit my gpa at the hospital and help care for my gma.
*snuggleluffs* I know things will get better for you, love, and I know that you can make it through this.
You are a strong woman, despite everything <3 I'm sorry that your dad is such a douchecanoe >: there's no reason for him to alienate your grandpa from y'all.
Always remember that no matter what happens, there are people who love you and we will be there for you when you need us <333
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