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Kittys☽ Myung-Dae Moon ☾
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❀Myung-Dae looked back at Lorcan for a moment before moving and tossing back that last gulp of liquor. His phone chimed again almost as if sounding the end of everything okay in his life. Fixing his shirt properly and trying to keep his hair straight enough to not look like a cheap whore Dae took a slow breath. "Enjoy your meeting. He has company with him so I don't know if they'll be in here." Myung-Dae did his best to leave before Josh could arrive. Which... resulted in him nearly getting smacked with the door and sized up by a very pissed off Joshua. He closed his eyes at the feeling of lukewarm flesh as the other tilted his head to get a better look at his neck. Shoving his hands away before Joshua could speak he shoved past him. "I'm going home."
He could hear something from Joshua about not driving since he'd been drinking. He couldn't... stay. Myung-Dae shoved past Damian who tried to grab his arm and yanked his jacket up from the booth they had. Picking up Damian's pack of smokes and lighter he walked out. He stole his friends import cigarettes and simply bailed. His brain was fuzzy and he almost dropped his keys twice as he walked out to the parking lot. Visions of pavement and sky blurred like an abstract painting. Wiping at his face the Korean college student breathed slowly leaning against the car. Closing his eyes for a moment longer he breathed out with shaking hands as he placed a smoke between his lips and lit it. The drive to school wasn't that far. Maybe about six blocks. Or ten. He couldn't remember right now. Rubbing at his face Dae unlocked the car and slid into the drivers seat.
The drive was slow. Careful. Delicate. Even so he'd nearly run into a street sign a time or two. Pulling into a parking place at the college he realized... he hadn't went home. He'd just come to school. Stupid... Resting his head against the steering wheel as the smoke in his hand slowly burned he tried to relax himself enough to actually drive home. Looking up at the school he realized something. He'd... not gone. Reaching over for his phone that he'd thrown on the passenger seat between leaving the club and arriving here he looked at his calender. He'd silenced his notification about class that he'd left on his calendar. He'd just slept through it and went out with Damian like an idiot. Smacking his steering wheel the teen gave a frustrated curse. Well he was already here. There wasn't much he could do about his tousled post-romp hairstyle.
Slamming his car door shut as he got out he crushed his cigarette under his shoe and straightened his jacket. Pulling it up enough to try to cover the myriad of marks he'd received on the end of stupidity. He silenced his phone knowing that the moment Joshua was finished with his meeting he'd be blowing it up 'worried like ********' about the little mistake that was Myung-Dae. Mistake didn't even feel like the right word for that. Where the hell had he put his morals? Sleeping with some random person, skipping school, drinking underage, and probably worst of all... driving while under the influence. He was probably lucky that he hadn't gotten pulled over. Rubbing his face one last time in a hope he'd look a little less distressed and upset he pulled open the door to one of the rooms. One coinciding with the class he'd missed. The teacher was still there. That was good.
"Mr. Jackson. I... missed the class. I'm so sorry. I... I actually don't have an excuse. I overslept and completely forgot I had class today. I know it's not my place, but please... I really need the credits for this class. I can't let my GPA drop. I'll lose my scholarshi-" Chirp. Chirp. Chirp. Myung-Dae stood five feet from the others desk. His heart... stopped. Beyond his probably slightly irregular speech patterns this happened. This. Right now. Right here. Right... No. This was not how this worked. He stared down at his timed out timer and breathed... slow. His mind going to what he'd just done. His state of dress and appearance. He... wasn't worthy of anyone. Even someone as strange as this teacher. This wasn't going to work. He couldn't talk to him right now. Not with this going off and his brain firing off every self doubt he could possibly spare a thought of. Taking a step back he nodded slowly and then simply turned. "I'll... just come talk to you later. I... can't..."
Couldn't stand very well either. He tripped two steps into turning around. The slender Korean student stood. Shoulders trembling as he waited for the moment to pass. Waited for his heart to stop hurting and his pride to crawl into a rabbit hole and rot. Breathing out slowly Myung-Dae started walking towards the door. His eyes dropping to his timer as he watched it do nothing. No more counting down. He... was destined for a person that was probably not obtainable nor did he feel worthy to even suggest his own partnership to them at this point. A teacher and a student. It was... inappropriate. As his phone chirped he gave a small start and reached for his phone knocking the cigarettes and car keys out of his pocket. Myung-Dae would have been lying if he said he hadn't almost lost his balance reaching for both. Shoving them into his pocket he tried to turn off his phone. He couldn't take anymore surprises right now. This was already more than enough to ruin his day. It would have also helped if he wasn't trying to push a pull door... Standing in front of the door Dae sighed and leaned forward resting his forehead on the door. Too much... That's what this was. Too... damn... much.
[With: Lorcan > Josh, Stranger, and Lorcan > Self > Teacher]
[Mood: Stressed, Tipsy, and Guilty]
[Location: Devil's Den Office > School]
[Out.Of.Catnip: It would have been longer but I have to go to bed and... my brain is dead with Myung-Dae at the moment. I tried T.T The next one shall be better. I just have to get used to him again. ]
[Mood: Stressed, Tipsy, and Guilty]
[Location: Devil's Den Office > School]
[Out.Of.Catnip: It would have been longer but I have to go to bed and... my brain is dead with Myung-Dae at the moment. I tried T.T The next one shall be better. I just have to get used to him again. ]
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