Oreylis
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- Posted: Mon, 02 Apr 2012 08:57:14 +0000
Marcus Varnellius Clegane
Location: Summer Home
Attitude: Confused
Interacting with: Rose
Marcus looked at Rose and then leaned against one of the pillars and rested his forehead on his arm. "Out of all the battles I've fought and won, I feel as though I'm losing the battle for my own life if its not already lost."
A life lived in luxury, only to be exchanged for a battlefield of not stop destruction and death, the accumulation of his actions have now begun to catch up with him.
"I cant remember the last time I ever slept a full night peacefully.."
He turned his eyes towards Rose..
"And your right Rose.. I cannot find a reason to hate you, and yours are fully justified.."
His body shifted around and he slid down and sat against the pillar resting an arm on his knee.
"The more I interact with you, the more I regret that day.. It should have been me.."
With a light sigh he gazed softly into her eyes, his own masking poorly the pain that stirred behind them. "The more I spend time with you, the more I wonder if half of my fighting, and half of the lives lost... Was it all in vain.. Did I really lead men to their deaths, for a cause that I was fooled to believe was worthy of fighting for.."
He pressed a hand against his forehead covering his eyes..
"In a believed attempt to prevent my kingdoms destruction, I've destroyed myself. What vanity I've fallen into.."