T H E - H A N D - T H A T - D R A G S - M E - D O W N - OOC

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Hinata_alive chan 101

RIGHTTT??
MY FLOWER CHILD'S GONE THROUGH SO MUCH ALREADY.
xDDDD

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helena: o-okay. o - o;;

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Suske: *Lifts a brow at kessler folding his arms over his chest* Kush... Dont make me hurt you in front of your new girlfriend and your old girlfriend...

Kessler: Suske, I told you like ten times! It's Kessler! Wait... old girlfriend? *looks at Helena* Her? No, we never... *looks at Maisie* Her? But we...
Maisie: *gets it* ... *bursts out laughing* Ha! He should BE so lucky! But no, I'm into chicks, sorry. *winks*

Suske: *shrugs* whatever i dont judge... Relationships are stupid...

Maisie: Tell me about it. They make you all stupid in the brain. Right, Mr. Can't-Form-A-Coherent-Sentence-In-Front-Of-Jude?
Kessler: *reddens* Sh-shut up, Maisie!

Suske: *snickers* Yah.. I know that feeling.. In all seriousness Kush.. Or kessler... Or whatever the hell you wanted to be called, dont screw up like I did...

Says the younger brother? O.o

Suske: Shut up Chemi!!!

Kessler: *scowls* I won't! I won't lose anyone else. I won't lose her!

Ahhh he makes me feel so bad for being a sadistic writer. ; ~ ;

Suske: *scowls back and shakes his head* thats all fine and dandy brother.. But have you ever even considered what might happen if she lost you instead?

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K O R O S E N S E l

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AHHHH I KNOW THAT FEEL. ; ~ ;

I'm a terminally shy and polite person who likes to help people.
So basically people are always asking me to solve their problems
And when I want some help in return, they suddenly disappear.
I should probably be a little less nice sometimes. > ~ <;;

I am going to school to be a psychiatrist ^^;;
So i totally know bro xD

Ohhh that's so cool! CX
I see a psychiatrist, and she's like one of my favorite people. <3 I've actually been considering going to school for that too, but I get worried that with my own mental health I wouldn't be able to do a good job... o ~ o;;;

I say take a few entry classes
See if you like it or not.
There is seriously no better time than now to do it ^^
I love learning about the human brain and how it works
Why do people do the things they do
and that fun stuff
So I am going to continue in that direction ^.^

I agree, I love learning about psychology. CX
I'm taking some college courses this year, and there's a psychology one in the spring semester! I'll have to look into that.
I actually started it last year, but I had to drop out for medical reasons. > ~ <;;;

Definitely do it! ^.^
its cool, do what you need to do

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i found a picture that looked like helena and kessler together once.
it was pretty, but it didn't look right. didn't sit well in my stomach.

helena: o - o;;

Yeah, not only are they just not right together because Mailena and Juddie 5ever...
But if you analyzed the relationship, it'd be really destructive.

Both of them have dangerously low senses of self and self-confidence.
Helena tends to turn inward in her pain, and Kessler lashes out.
Helena is terrified of intimacy and Kessler desperately craves it, but doesn't know how to handle it in a healthy way.

Just a downward spiral for both of them no matter how you look at it.

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Suske: *shrugs* whatever i dont judge... Relationships are stupid...

Maisie: Tell me about it. They make you all stupid in the brain. Right, Mr. Can't-Form-A-Coherent-Sentence-In-Front-Of-Jude?
Kessler: *reddens* Sh-shut up, Maisie!

Suske: *snickers* Yah.. I know that feeling.. In all seriousness Kush.. Or kessler... Or whatever the hell you wanted to be called, dont screw up like I did...

Says the younger brother? O.o

Suske: Shut up Chemi!!!

Kessler: *scowls* I won't! I won't lose anyone else. I won't lose her!

Ahhh he makes me feel so bad for being a sadistic writer. ; ~ ;

Suske: *scowls back and shakes his head* thats all fine and dandy brother.. But have you ever even considered what might happen if she lost you instead?

Kessler: I-I...! *freezes* ...That... *shakes his head* That won't happen. I already swore I wouldn't die again!

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YESS. EXACTLY. LIKE DAMNNN.
they could monopolize her soul for the bigger picture.
SACRIFICE HER. OMG. YESSS AND NOOO. Q U Q

AHHHH THE WRITER IN ME SAYS YASSS BUT THE ALEX IN ME SAYS NOOOO Q W Q

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helena: o-okay. o - o;;

S.. Seeiously I think he broke my neck slightly.. Can someone call an ambulance?

Suske: Stop bein a p***y!

Im just a human dammit!

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Suske: *shrugs* whatever i dont judge... Relationships are stupid...

Maisie: Tell me about it. They make you all stupid in the brain. Right, Mr. Can't-Form-A-Coherent-Sentence-In-Front-Of-Jude?
Kessler: *reddens* Sh-shut up, Maisie!

Suske: *snickers* Yah.. I know that feeling.. In all seriousness Kush.. Or kessler... Or whatever the hell you wanted to be called, dont screw up like I did...

Says the younger brother? O.o

Suske: Shut up Chemi!!!

Kessler: *scowls* I won't! I won't lose anyone else. I won't lose her!

Ahhh he makes me feel so bad for being a sadistic writer. ; ~ ;

Suske: *scowls back and shakes his head* thats all fine and dandy brother.. But have you ever even considered what might happen if she lost you instead?

Kessler: I-I...! *freezes* ...That... *shakes his head* That won't happen. I already swore I wouldn't die again!

Suske: Yeah cuz your so good at remembering promises... *lights another cigarette* just be careful or shell end up as ******** up in the head as you are.

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EXACTLY!!!
i wouldn't put it in any other way.

I FEEL YOUUU.
BUT IT WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL.
AND WHAT IF WHEN SHE DOES GET SACRIFICED,
SHE DOESN'T GO TO EITHER HEAVEN OR HELL??
SHE JUST...JUST CEASES??
AHHHHHHH~

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Suske: *snickers* Yah.. I know that feeling.. In all seriousness Kush.. Or kessler... Or whatever the hell you wanted to be called, dont screw up like I did...

Says the younger brother? O.o

Suske: Shut up Chemi!!!

Kessler: *scowls* I won't! I won't lose anyone else. I won't lose her!

Ahhh he makes me feel so bad for being a sadistic writer. ; ~ ;

Suske: *scowls back and shakes his head* thats all fine and dandy brother.. But have you ever even considered what might happen if she lost you instead?

Kessler: I-I...! *freezes* ...That... *shakes his head* That won't happen. I already swore I wouldn't die again!

Suske: Yeah cuz your so good at remembering promises... *lights another cigarette* just be careful or shell end up as ******** up in the head as you are.

Kessler: *growls* I'll protect her! I won't let anything happen to her! This time... I won't lose!

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EXACTLY!!!
i wouldn't put it in any other way.

I FEEL YOUUU.
BUT IT WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL.
AND WHAT IF WHEN SHE DOES GET SACRIFICED,
SHE DOESN'T GO TO EITHER HEAVEN OR HELL??
SHE JUST...JUST CEASES??
AHHHHHHH~

AHHHH STAHHHPPP I DON'T THINK MY HEART CAN TAKE IT
MY HEART WILL NOT GO ON Q O Q
THESE IDEAS ARE JUST SOOO FULL OF DRAMATIC BEAUTY GAHHH

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I CAN'T HELP IT, LOOL.
UGHHH. AND IF MAISIE'S STILL ALIVE AFTER THAT,
SHE'D SEE THINGS THAT REMIND HER OF HELENA.
SEE HER IN CROWDS AND IN PLANTS AND IN COFFEE FOAM.
ORRR, SHE TURNS INTO AN ANGEL BY SOME CHANCE??
BUT EVEN THEN, THE PAIN WOULD BE REAL.

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Suske: *snickers* Yah.. I know that feeling.. In all seriousness Kush.. Or kessler... Or whatever the hell you wanted to be called, dont screw up like I did...

Says the younger brother? O.o

Suske: Shut up Chemi!!!

Kessler: *scowls* I won't! I won't lose anyone else. I won't lose her!

Ahhh he makes me feel so bad for being a sadistic writer. ; ~ ;

Suske: *scowls back and shakes his head* thats all fine and dandy brother.. But have you ever even considered what might happen if she lost you instead?

Kessler: I-I...! *freezes* ...That... *shakes his head* That won't happen. I already swore I wouldn't die again!

Suske: Yeah cuz your so good at remembering promises... *lights another cigarette* just be careful or shell end up as ******** up in the head as you are.

Kessler: *growls* I'll protect her! I won't let anything happen to her! This time... I won't lose!

Suske: *chuckles* I hope so... Because the last time I said those words to someone they ended up saving me... Just some food for thought brother.

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I CAN'T HELP IT, LOOL.
UGHHH. AND IF MAISIE'S STILL ALIVE AFTER THAT,
SHE'D SEE THINGS THAT REMIND HER OF HELENA.
SEE HER IN CROWDS AND IN PLANTS AND IN COFFEE FOAM.
ORRR, SHE TURNS INTO AN ANGEL BY SOME CHANCE??
BUT EVEN THEN, THE PAIN WOULD BE REAL.

AGGHHH NOOO THE FEELSUH ; ~ ; THEY ARE SO REAL
FUNNY YOU SHOULD SAY THAT THOUGH.
*scurries away to PMs*