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The Twisted mind of Zandra Belle

Im not good at making sentences my words come out like vomit splattered messy some clusters of words having absolutely no meaning Just like my bran Tremble shake shutter break. go ahead and read.

 

My Life is...









My Life is...

My piano.
my medication.
my freezing hands.
my notebooks.
my thoughts.


"Mozart's Foster parents put ciggerates out in his ears. When he got old enough to stutter he said, I don't listen but I-I-I can hear." Sometimes I bite my nails. Sometimes I mix up whats real or not. Sometimes people think i am a liar because of it. Sometimes I smile alot. Sometimes I get good grades, & look pretty & have my parents become proud of me, & then I wake up. Sometimes i stutter. Sometimes people love me. Sometimes I hate myself. Sometimes i drink lots of water. Sometimes I love the world. Somtimes hate me with the deepest core of there hearts. Sometimes i think to much. Sometimes i write all over my arms. Sometimes i want to die. Sometimes i clean the whole house. Sometimes i am happy. Sometimes I think i know who i am, then another "sometimes" comes along & I am confused again.




We were kids, I was a fountain.
You could never drink enough.
I was to weak, & soon to empty
which is where the end begun

Please pose my skeletal remains.
Give them a working pen, & some modern font
I wont die with a smile
But at least baby...you got what you want.

So I'll be dead before you put the gun in my brothers hand.
Because you kept leaning on me when i couldnt even stand.
I've used up all my strength to hold you, as you dug your nails into my arms.
You wouldnt let go, i couldnt drag you anymore & i couldnt pass it as charm.




Dream Avi! (donations???)

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princedizzy Report | 08/02/2009 7:19 pm
copy and paste this into 10 profiles and press f5 to refresh the page you will see a blue giftbox floating around your screen which has a katana
Mrs Sai Report | 07/21/2009 9:12 pm
Ello Love Long Time No Talk It Kinda Hurts To Think How Long Its Been....
How Have You Been? What's New?
Flogging_Moll Report | 07/16/2009 11:43 am
boo....long time no talk....how are you and how was your vacation?
princedizzy Report | 02/01/2009 6:12 pm
copy and paste this into 10 profiles and press f5 to refresh the page you will see a blue giftbox floating around your screen which has a katana
iiSarajean Report | 09/12/2008 7:31 pm
Cool lolz XD
iiSarajean Report | 09/12/2008 7:23 pm
Thank you for the buy! And I love ur page!
Flogging_Moll Report | 08/02/2008 9:28 pm
yeah cause my aunt wont pay for aol....Im rele sad about that.....so anyway
Flogging_Moll Report | 07/31/2008 5:18 pm
I am all right and unfortuneatly I dont have a screen name anymore...
Flogging_Moll Report | 07/31/2008 5:12 pm
Hi....so wats up? thanx for rping with me....cause your the only one who does anymore...but thats okay cause your fun to rp with...
Zandra Belle Report | 04/15/2008 6:47 pm
Bumble & Bumble's Bumble South is legendary, but also consider Fekkai's Summer Hair Beach Waves.
 
 
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Zandra Belle

an old man is dying in a hospital bedroom. as he passes away, he hears a baby being born, "child, i'm no longer scared. we're in this together. i won't wake with the sun, but it will still keep you warm."