I know, and I wasn't getting anywhere on my own, trying for a future for two, so I guess it's a wake up call. There's even a little relief there. I am thinking psychology. Be a therapist or counselor or something. Something people tell me I'll be good at.
Life seems like it's full of bumps and twists like that huh? Well I'm sorry you didn't work out, but I am glad to see things going a little better for you, hopefully you can stay on that path. Keep up with the school as much as you can. It's hard to go back. I'm looking into doing so and it's frustrating.
That said I am going to Otakon at the end of the month and meeting some friends, so it is exciting. Things got really bad for me, but I am trying to look up and move forward and focus on me for a while.
Eh. Is no biggie. It is just awkward telling people that are his friends too, because I don't want to sound like that bitter ex, but at the same time if I had to be shocked by learning how he really is, I'm not going to hide it or brush it off, you know?
It is, and if that was the case, it'd be easier to accept. But hardships of long distance relationships don't excuse some of the nasty things done and said... Well. Is over and I am moving on. Doesn't make sense to pine over someone that doesn't care for you like you did them. Plus I actually feel guilty talking bad about him, even if all I do is tell the truth.