Last Login: 04/28/2020 3:12 pm
Registered: 07/27/2004
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Life's darkness, death, beauty, and maybe random rant about one thing or anothe like: life, hell, satanism,anarchies,other junk and maybe a few disney's evil plots.
Close your door but open your eyes
you ignoring the truth and listening to lies
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How are you?
I miss you SO much!
I haven't been on here in (literally) years!
I was reading through your, mine and Jessicas journals.
I wanted to cry!
I miss those days.
When we were all together all the time.
And everything was so incredibly ******** up but we loved every second because we all had eachother.
And we didn't think anything would ever change or that we would ever get over whoever had just broken up with whoever or that things could get any worse.
And everyone was so scared of everything.
We all thought we knew everything.
We were all so "smart".
We all thought that was it and we knew exactly what our lives were, where they were going and exactly what would happen.
It's so funny to look back at all the changes.
And all the similarities.
So much has changed since then.
So much has changed since we last talked even.
Here are some of the biggest updates in my life as of late.
I'm finished with school -- my parents took me out so I got my GED.
I'm now in the military -- National Guard.
I'm engaged -- his name is John, he's in the Airforce, and suprisingly, I think you and him would get along rather well. He reminds me of you at times.
I got a new tatoo -- it's a side piece and takes up about 1/4 of my back as well. It was a christmas present.
I'm moving to Hawaii -- right after my birthday this year.
And i'm going to try and come see you soon -- my tech school for the National Guard is in South Carolina, so i'll be able to stop by on a weekend probably.
Anyway, I hope you're well over there in DC.
Call me.
Or message me sometime soon.
I'd love to fill you in on all the details and odd stories behind all these sudden and rather shocking changes, dear.
I love you.
~Bethany
okay so the emo part is all ur poems and stuff duh XD emo kid... psh
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