Why I left New York

Well, there's been a whole lot of question as to why I would leave New York. Well, I guess you can say my depression was at it's peak at the time. October sixteenth, 2008 I lost my cousin. Sarah was very close with me. She helped me through almost everything. When I heard she had committed suicide, I was in shock. She was happy, so I didn't understand. She had an apartment with her boyfriend, they had a beautiful little boy, she was safe from the hell she once knew. Well, after the funeral I was at my worst. I became a drug addict and an alcoholic. My drug of choice was heroin and my best friend was booze. I didn't care what kind of booze, just as long as it knocked me out for the night. February eighth, 2009 my mother had died. I would much rather not get into details on that. Well, by that point I was up to twelve bags a day and had no money whatsoever. I needed my drugs, I needed to pay my rent, and I couldn't ask my sister, Jessica, or brother, James, for money for they had dropped me when they found out about my excessive drug use. I had to resort to working as a prostitute. It was the most degrading thing I have ever done and I deeply regret it. While on the job, I met Adam Wishneski. He took me away from my job. For a while we hid in his Queens apartment, but New York was too much for me. I was at the point where I just really wanted to die. May of '09 we moved to Pennsylvania. Since then, we took things slowly. I entered a rehabilitation center in September 2009 and was released on December 20th, 2009. Ever since, things had gotten better. To this day, I still haven't spoken to my sister or brother. I'm not sure if I ever will again. I am currently engaged to Adam and we are scheduled to wed in June of 2011. I've matured a lot within the past few years. My life has gone downhill and up again. I am currently the happiest I've been in years and it just gets better.
 

Well Gaia, it's been a few years...

Well, as an update, I'm now twenty-one years old. Another update, I'm engaged. Yeah, yeah. I've matured over the past few years. I'm not as horrible of a b***h as I once was. I still love foxes and Resident Evil, although I'm getting a bit old for that. I have moved from New York to Pennsylvania. I just can't handle being in New York anymore. My cousin died there, my mother died there, and my dad died there. I just can't take it. I have a twin, her name is Jessica. I haven't spoken to her in a year. I can't stand the idea of death, it scares the hell out of me. If I used to talk to you, you decide if you want to talk to me or not. I'm not too different. ******** old memories, let's make some new ones. (:

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TheMostPalone Report | 01/13/2008 2:27 am
TheMostPalone
I'm good. Just sittin around xD
TheMostPalone Report | 11/14/2007 7:07 pm
TheMostPalone
thats great to hear ^.=.^
Snappdogg Report | 11/14/2007 4:27 am
Snappdogg
oh of course..."accidents" happen all the time....i was....litterelly...well...like i said...even if it is an "accident" just dont let me find you stabbing or slicing sarah
TheMostPalone Report | 11/13/2007 1:03 pm
TheMostPalone
thx you ^.=.^ so how are you?
Snappdogg Report | 11/13/2007 4:28 am
Snappdogg
well its not a pitchfork...but still very sharp and pointy...i think ....well as long as i dont catch you
TheMostPalone Report | 11/13/2007 12:00 am
TheMostPalone
i am good just hink of ummm you know ERICA! ^0^
X-Kid_Vicious17-X Report | 11/12/2007 11:36 am
X-Kid_Vicious17-X
Why kill Sarah?
deadkxnnie Report | 11/07/2007 4:41 am
deadkxnnie
Ah!*Dies*
deadkxnnie Report | 11/06/2007 4:42 am
deadkxnnie
MEANY!
deadkxnnie Report | 11/02/2007 4:29 am
deadkxnnie
Yas Im very freaky!I eat little boys and girls!I AM THE BOOGIE (WO)MAN!lol